It's long way but I'll make it through

Week 7 of BSC's finally down.
But the stress plus work's just piling up!


1)Watsons Report( He might want all 100 overs)
And I know what if this happened.
I would be dead.
2)Internal Survey =xx
I seen the graph that someone did
& I almost wanted to faint!
GRRR
3)Attachment Stopover Report
It's harder than MSC one!
4) After all these's done = presentation = ppt + speech
5) And the last = BSC handover = my Watsons Kit
= 94 maps to rearrange = DIE


Thats my to do list so far.ARRGH!


Wushu
More stress + stress
I yearn to exceed my limits
But I can't balance
True enough, when I focused more on one part
The other's moving at a slower pace
And I hate it!
A new plan from next week
I hope it will balance up everything.
HOPEFULLY (:
I hope my b.'s okay for all these trainings!
Argh =x
Oh yeah, grading's coming up
Everyone JIA YOU bah!


Family
My mood changes alot at night
Cos of the f.nonsense they gave me
For heaven sick, I got to do my reports
And yet my stupid brother's snatching my lappy!
Sometimes I really wish to get away.
& all those troubles
Mum gone off for a short holiday
& happily they make assume that I would take responsibility
but hell NO!
I got my own life to live, I would only do the basic
& I don't know if this's a positive thing or negative one
I always forget my unhappiness with them after a day(not even)


Friends
Im looking forward to outings with
1) OP girls, next next week!
2) Wushu peeps for our K session (:
3) Outing with Jia Wen, Kai En & Ser Wei!
Last Saturday short gathering with the 3 plus Kah Hoe
was AWESOME!
though me and Jia Wen were sick
But its the time we had together
the jokes we share
the funs we had
the mangos we ate
& everything and anything that matters!
Though I wanna kill her for the $%^&@ thing
She had lied her Mum about!
Speedy recovery for both of us (:
And a special thanks to all those who supported me for Friday Bliss!



Everything of my life's piling up
More responsibilities to take up
More challenges to face
But's you who calmed everything now (:
Though you could really @#$% my mood
I can be strong cos I know you'll be with me
It's a long way but I'll make it through
& I miss you.
PS: Thursday was the best day of my week (:

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原来容忍也需要天份


Im super pissed off now.
& for once I will really be a bad person
As in to grade accordingly!
argh.




New challenges coming up
New schedule from next week


I need power to be superwoman!

21 March 2009

The Chew Family (:

A rare scene once in a 10 years!

Our pretty mummies!

Guess who's my mummy..
Me and Sister

Me (:

=((

Disappointed.
Im totally disappointed with
Corinne Soh Qiuling


20th Mar 2009

Failed BTT
Failed my role
For the first time ever,
I felt I was really useless.
What if the what if really happened?
How could I answer to..
Is not totally my fault
But I got to be blame for it
I shed my tears
& yet I got to pretend nothing happened.
I doubt my capability and ability.
Im not as good as you think Im

It matters actually,
Cos is from you

Im still hanging on.

Monday
A good day in school
Cause it was just me, hoon, yi jie & kun meng.
Crapped abit around..
Hey I got a hot hunk magazine, hehhe xp
I did the most stupidity thing ever
Which is to apply an hour leave to wait for an hour
Argh.
But it trained my patience greatly
Mealed with Chris & Will.
The fish soup's nice today(always been) especially
When I could finish ALL BY MY OWN!
Chris got the potential to be hong hai er
While Will can just be the kid
NDP training was tiring
Repeative movements and changing of steps!
Good luck to all of us
I was really $#%& when I heard the sound
Please take care can!
As usual a supper session
Oh yeah they found(since a long time) a way to
Keep Corinne mouth shut is to
Discuss about games & anime
Yeah and you jolly well sees me stoning!=x
I love eating my panda biscuit (:


Tueday
Is basically a super slacking day @ school
Though I have things to do but I just can't be bothered
Class, the worst thing happened
But I shall not elaborate.
Argh, kill me!
Oh yeah, ice-creams
Personal Selling is OUT again.
Check out my post soon!
Im still working on my ppt
Woots I got Rui Qi as my first customer x)
Midnight rants till 3.30am ++ Im getting pro-er
Congrats those who scored well for this term (:
For those who didn't, BUCK UP, still got time & chance!


Wednesday
Slacker me started my surveys @ Republic Poly
Only around 2++
Hehe managed to get Rui Qi and later Li Yan to come down
I can't do this alone, is so #$%^&
Fooled, and explore abit of RP library
Is freaking cool man, and damn big!
Left around 5, hehe our crazy talks on the way (:
Training time.
Short warm ups, short kicking time.
Oh yeah is gonna be a tough one
Im learning nan gun together with JT,SP,JY!
Mixed and confused feelings
But well I'll do my best
Than trained on the grading routines.
Need to remember my lbq better
My cudgel as usual is a failure
Her Chuan make me redo many things
Good!I wanna change my little mistakes


Im still hanging on.
I know you would be there for me on the tough road.
(:

I

Learning

Saturday
Woke up early but I duo duo duo
Till I would be late to meet the guys
But WHO KNOWS!
Will overslept, and Jer's still at home.
Duh can.
So clever me make my way down
Raffles Design Institute
and you know what is just before The Plaza
Just wanna @#$%& lah!
And for a better news 980 brings me there!
Im also clever to figure my way to the workshop
Only to realised Chris is standing there watching
Lucky I din do anything stupid while finding!Haha
Happy sanding my precious!
But still is not perfect but at least it was better to use!
Skip skip to lunch part
Haha 1/3 pineapple fried rice, is yummy
Went to the bugis arcade to see them play
Jubeat
Im amazed by how fingers can moves about
Especially with Chris and Will one!
I was literally stunned and stoning there.
Trained to Eunos
I learnt a new thing:
The difference between popping and locking
is one is popping, one is locking.
The stupidest thing happened
We saw Alvin, and he hadn't had lunch
So you know what?
He pulled me to company him eat!
And yeah I left my precious with Chris
Who was stunned.Haha
The whole scene is stupid can.
Training was not good cos is SUPER HOT
so you could imagine how much I sweated
Sun burnt and stuffs
By the end, when all were doing together
I was slower by 10 pai.
Change of plan to have good food instead.
Me, Alvin, Her Chuan, Hao Jun & Wushan
specially went Somerset Botak Jones!
Yummy is the food
Funny is me
Well another lesson learnt.
I will try to be more su nu.Haha


Sunday
Mega cashflow game @ EXPO
It caused me towake up at 6.40 can!
But is super super worthwhile.
Through the lessons learnt
When playing you won't feel you learnt
But the debrief was good!
How the speaker highlight stuffs.
The music(noise) was there for a reason
The lesson is
BE FOCUSED.
The game is on CASHFLOW
so you should decide on what brings $$ in
Not brings it out!
Like downpayment is worthwhile
If the return rates is high!
What makes $$ in today world?
Is ideas
What makes people stopped?
Is fears
Fearing of all the what ifs.
Does not only applies to business but also real life
Fearing of losing
Fearing of ....
People teach people, person to person.
Is all linked one.
And it was believed that
The best way to learn is to TEACH
& what I've learnt is yeah, through teaching
is really learn alot more
something out of the box
My interest in teaching is getting more & more!
Woo lala.
The little kiddos, who could make me =) and =(
You can't blame them for being playful for not understanding
Cos they just don't know!
And is through teaching them
I learnt to be more patience
I learnt to not and never lose temper
I learnt to use all sort of language to communicate
I learnt to do a lot of funny stunts
I learnt to be a nanny not naggy hor!
Is alot alot more.
I love my life more than ever now
Though I sleep really like less than usual
But Im doing the thing I love!
& Im around with the people I loves.
Last but not least I know Im loved.
Eh don't think yy, is my family and dear friends k!
But I don't mind . to love me.


I just want you to be happy
That simple.

((:

((((:
Im super happy,as in 12 Mar 09.

Edited.
Im super happy in 13 Mar 09 also.
I live my days to the fullest
Though in a way Im SUPER TIRED
Seriously deprived/lack of sleep!
Im really going to be superwoman
This week's so so GREAT!
Im expecting Saturday and Sunday to be also

Monday
Bad day but not that bad
Mystery shopping one was BAD
As in yeah the weather and the outlets!
That make me so =x
Anw, is our first NDP training @ PK
Not too bad, as in we were doing cudgel
But my position was not that nice yeah
Cause I got easily be attacked/hit others
HAHAH.
Supper as usual
Now, I ate only 1/4 of the fried rice.
Cause I gave them away and yet I didn't finish.




Tuesday
is sickly day.




Wednesday
is super tiring day
Mystery Shopping + Taking care of Ryan
Nevertheless is FUN!FUN!FUN!
My boy's getting naughtier and he's making me =x
But yet yet happy
Me love him 120%




Thursday
Was staying in school for admin stuffs
Its good cos W treated us!(:
A met up with Jia Wen
As usual chat alot alot!
I miss those old days, but I love my current days more
Helped out.
I was doing a stupid ''magic''
Crapped around with dumer & dumbo!
Dumber is super childish can.
Haha mac-ed.
I got ice-cream plus fries ((:


Friday
marks the last day of Mystery Shopping
at least for my team.
Had a great meal @ Hoon house!
Yummy, yummy.
Really thanks Auntie for whipping up (:
Pk was hiong.
Sweated like mad, yeah I got to kick!
Got many pointers from Coach
Buck up, buck up!
After lesson our usual supper (:
My junks food!hehehe
But Im happy




Closer & closer.
(:

Bad day bad mood.

Walked an hour in the rain.
Being super stubborn.
Had a mini disagreement with someone.
Lost my thumbdrive.
Lack of sleep.
I couldn't lose my temper AT ALL.




Im SUPER tired now!
& yeah you are trying to show my attitude or what?!

Understanding a little more.

Its one big week gone soon!
One month had passed since I entered BSC
Life's great, still.
Yup, I learnt to manage my emotions better
Though I ended up having a character change
For those whom known me since FRIENDZ time
Would know that Im much more
crazier than ever after
& yes I bet my wushu peeps
the crazy team know this best!



BSC week 4
4 DBI joined team 4 & 5
making our room more lively, yeah.
W.Project major days, the training
& our first day out.
Its a total new experience!
I love mystery shopping (:
Cause I get to shop & shop
Not to mention Im doing it with Hoon.
She's really a good listener,advice
& being with her,
I can really be MYSELF (:



Wushu
Its good that Guo Xiong
pointed out my many small mistakes!
Oh yeah, pao gun's slightly better again.
Im (: over this can!
PT's killer, not on the day itself
But the effects were showing only on
thurs/fri even sat slightly!
As usual the mac sessions's always so
entertaining
Alvin's becoming more .. after he got attached.
Her Chuan and his usual nagging
he never fails to spill out my chou shi!
Thurs was ((:
Didn't train much cause I was helping out
My favourite quote of the day was
Im the most ..... hehehe
cause Im the only female senior dere ma!
The fun part comes after training,which is
The heavy rain that ''locked'' the 4 of us under the block
Me,Chris,William & Raymond
for nearly 2 hours!
So we crapped, explore my mini laptop,
gamed,listen to songs
design template, drew mini sketch on 5 bu quan,
suan-ing....endless
So we got a dumby family.
Of cause Im the dumb one( Im not that dumb okay)
Will is the dumber one
Last but not least Christ's the dumbo one
I can't stop laughing when I rmbed what he did!
The other funny thing was
me,Chris & Raymond cramping into a small yu shan
2 man and one me so small size, never mind!
the funny thing's Will is
happily standing in the rain.DUH!
Friday
Being a very nice project manager
I took part in the production too!
Im still good at D&T!
The crazy team has 4 members now I supposed.
Lesson's going on smoothly
minus the fact the appearance
of the ah bengs
whom luckily did not create trouble or what
But they disfigured me(just kidding)
Their ball hit on my face can!
But they didn't even apologise
%^&*#@ them la
I swear I changed,
cause I didn't scold all these at them can
Yeah with my uniform still on, I die die cannot!
But I did something funny, mumbling... xp
My patience and tolerance
plus whatever's so different from before
For the good I guessed
Oh yeah if you realised
my crazyness's getting worse!
I happily sang to Dad,
wo deng dao hua er ye xie liao
When he was nagging me on letting him wait.



Family
Im seeing lesser of them everyday
Excepts on weekend
When Im back home, Im 1/4 alive
Energy-less for anything else
Saturday was super fabulous
Mummy & me bought our top/dress for 3yi son wedding
I got a new dress (: which I liked alot!
Then we went Kylie Mummy house together with 4 yi po
Our first outside
Dhrma teaching by Khenbo Tashi
With kylie mummy as the translator
Oh yeah did I mentioned in a few weeks back
Khenbo Tashi gave me 2 spectacles(can change lens one)
Cause he wanted me to wear spect and not lens!
Im seriously keeding his advice but you know me.
I know sooner or later
I'll be wearing lens again
But I swear to take super extra care then!
Today topic was after death.
A very sensitve one,
many would hate talking about it
Don't wanna hear it or what.
But to me, this topic is so real and relevant
We will all come through this stage of
Sheng.Lao.Bing.Si
and I don't know why
I always hear bad news than good
Especially during the 7th month
To me, after learning Buddhism.
Death's not a ending, but a beginning.
A new start in the 6 realms.
3 bad ones, 3 good one.
Er gui, chu sheng, hell
Deity, Ar Xiu Luo, human beings
I know my past life is what can
& signs and
many things had really make me believe
I was really in that realms then
But too bad, fu pao yong wan le.
Is now back to human beings
But Im (: to be in touch with Buddhism again!
I used to be thinking that my Mum was crazy
To do all the wierd wierd stuffs
But when I truely encounter and learnt
I realised Im so fortunate (:


You are the one who make me (: