Going Beyond Limits

That's my new quote from now
From ''Happy Happy Smiles''
to
'' Live life to the fullest''
to
''Going Beyond Limits''


& true enough this's a situation Im in now
Always trying to push myself further
because of the tight schedule,endless pile of work,stress and whatever
I did up my schedule for BSC remaining weeks
One word = shag
For 3 weeks from next week onwards
I would be out school for mystery shopping & surveys!
Not forgetting to oversee the whole project for Watsons
Yeah fun right?
Im prepared to have even lesser time for sleep


Recaps for the week
Tuesday
Fun Part 1
Met up Jia Wen & Kah Hoe for dinner
Kah Hoe kept suaning me can!
But alrights da ren bu ji xiao ren guo
Cos he kept saying me 'old' can! =x
Fun Part 2
Bk time
yeah we have decided to keep our mouth shut
so that we would not be entertainment to someone!
HAHAHA x)


Wednesday( Rainbow Day)
Nevertheless a tiring day in sch before wushu
Trained for upcoming grading(which is don't know when)
=x for my cudgel
=I for lian bu quan
=? for dao.haha
We kept changing our place around cos of the wet floor la!
hahah.
Loves the rainbow that all of us saw!
Mac-ed, and the star of the day was our future doctor to be(JT)
Had a good laugh!
But girl no matter what job you persue in the future
Most important thing is you like the job (:
Hmm speaking of that Im always thinking
What will I do in future?
And my answer's always hanging on the air
Though I know where are my strong areas & passion now!


Friday
Finally done with our internal survey!
Part time job (:
Im taking Republic Poly to do the surveys
& now I realised I don't really have any friends there
cause all of my buddies/friends are in NYP/NP/TP/SP
But not RP cause in our graduation year(RP was considered the worst)
=X
Good luck to me though!
As usual Pk today, I was 3/4 dead already
Earlier instructions as scary.Haha
but heng I ended up doing the same thing with Christian
High 5 (:
Speaking of him, he seriously needs to learn Chinese.
The incident that happened was so HAHAH!
Today's a miracle day cos Feng Xu Coach came!
Last seen her was mid autumn dinner
Short catch up with her, hmm I wondered
Would I be like her in future?( not the belt level la)
But thats my ultimate aim also la
But more on, when I step out to the society
Would I be able to commit the same towards Wushu?
Recently too many incidents strucked me thinking of FUTURE
....
Back to the night
Supper-ed with Raymond, Christian & ''Jimmy''
Haha they ended up with a conclusion that I excercise my mouth most
I don't know to laugh or agree lo!
& oh yeah Im in the ''crazy team''
Backed home I saw this store sign around my house area
''Every child deserves a opportunity, we give them many''
These words sparks in many thoughts to me
& yes to Mr Raphael Lee, my BSC supervisor (:
Cause Im given at least a chance to excel,maybe.


My face won't tell you anything about how Im actually
Same for my words
Cause I hide them within
I know of a thing & I shrudded
I badly wanted to pretend I don't know but I can't
I love her
& that's why Im willing to go all out.
Going Beyond Limits that what Im going for now.


Thanks
For caring
For making me smiles
For remembering what I've said
For being stupid & crazy

Rainbow

Nice rainbow right?
Sorry you can't say NO!
But the one I saw yesterday's so much BEAUTIFUL
A full one that I ever saw (:
I love rainbow.


& I was supper happy to see the word 'B'
&& I saw poison.

silly,stupid,funny memories

I talked for more than 6 hours today
My jaws feels so SUAN now
thanks to
Seah Jia Wen (:


but
I definitely enjoyed the chats
Finding out about the missing stuffs
The updates, talking on our
silly,stupid, funny memories
The 7 of us.
Friends who used to be so close
We literally spent our whole afternoon after school
TOGETHER everyday slacking
or doing some stupid things which I would not elaborate
Cause I wanna laugh like mad when I think of them now
I used to feel guitly over someone,H
But after today, I wouldn't cause
If someone's meant to change
He would, no matter if we are by his side or not
He's definitely someone who used to mean alot to me
Someone I would remember for life I swear
But right now,today
If I ever met him on the road
I would be thinking of from Hero to Zero!
Haha


I hoped in weeks/months to come
I would be able to meet them up
Though I expect a hetic schedule soon
=x
But lao peng you
Remember Im just a call away!

I shed a tear but no one knows

One more week down.
Im looking forward only to end-shift & weekend.


BSC has been pretty much boring
I literally spent days ROTTING
& the little things that happened now & then spoiled my mood
Sometimes I wondered if Im in the wrong
Or it's....
The only time I enjoyed was lunch break
Cos of the crazy girls that I hang out with
Hoon Cheng,Cordelia,Charlotte,Pei Jia,Jia Ying,Mei Xuan
They really make me laugh till mad
Or rather I entertained them to a large extend
Good news is Im going mystry shopping with Hoon!
I bet we would be totally LAN till chao da when we come back
Cos now we are already too SOU!haha


Wushu
Happy stuffs to note:
1) I got praised(sort of)
2) I improved
3) I managed to follow the steps Guang Yao taught
though Im still slower than others
4) Fun time-mac-ing with the rest & K-ing
5) I kick my ass out
6) My pao gun is slightly better
Sad stuffs:
NONE!


Family
Im glad Mum's fine now (:
Seeing her head tied up like a babuseng.
& the errie feeling @ Alexandra.
I swear the thing I would AVOID/HATE/DISLIKE
is staying in hospital!
My memory is still fresh on the part when Dr Heng
Advised me to stay in for my eye at the first day
ERRRRR! lucky I didn't.
If not I would be tearing more than ever.
Sat was family day
Cos my relatives came & visited Mum
My little god nephew came too!
He's super adorable can, eyeing on Baby movements!
Sunday, would be good too!


Im addicted
Not too deep yet
But I don't wish to get cured
Cause every changes that happened
Brings me a step closer to you

=.

lead to wrong
OR
wrong to lead


human beings are hard to please.




Im your friend
Even if the whole world changes

2+2+1

One week down
8 more weeks to BSC!
Im waiting & counting.

I don't like the life there
so far( I hope I would change my perception SOON)
excepts with a few of my dearies around!
This's surely a good time for me
To test out how well I could work with people
Who aren't the out-going type( THE SUPER OPPOSITE)
Good luck to me!

Im 70% recovered, recovering.WHATEVER!
I love my white eyes now!Though is smaller than the past
As what was compared by Lin Juan & Wan Qi =x
Speaking of which I had a good time catching up with them
One solid evening till 10 plus chatting!
& yeah we never failed to touch on the most erhum topic
But too bad none of us have exciting news for each other yet!
The funniest thing for the day was the recommendation of I.
But too bad nothing gonna work out, so save your breath
I love my girlfriends, the 2 of them especially (:
But Im not a lesbian alrights!

My <3>Im the greatest light bulb of the year

Thanks to my loveliest sweeties(J&K)

But the day was fun still (:

Images of S'pore, Songs of the Sea, Double luge & skyride

But but Im nt gonna to spend my next like this!

Hopefully yeah.

My Mr right's there outside right?!lol.

Some pictures that I kop-ed!

Kai En Lao Po & Me (:

We twisted since 4 years ago

Kai En, Jia Wen & Corinne <333

Sunday
Everything's so lovely
The trip to lorong 7 in Uncle Yong car
The huo gong, though we arrived late
The chats with my Jia Hui Mei Mei
The sumptous vegetarian dinner we had
The ''tou-feng'' by sexy aunty
& not to mention I got new specs by
Khenbo Tashi (:
He kept emphasizing that
I should not poke something into my eye
which's CONTACT LENS
=X

=x

Someone save me?
Im going to suffer from split personality soon
Real soon I promise
Silence vs Noisy
=sssss


Thanksfully I still got my friends with me (:
& my eyes are getting better, it get less REDD!!


Happy Birthday to Mr Phua Chia Wei!
Okay I'll not give you a bday bash




I'll delay it.

BSC

Business Service Center(BSC)
My full shift stopover!
Starts tommorrow
& I gonna be excused from it from 2:30pm onwards
What a good impression would I give the supervisor?
=x


I don't want any scrapping!=SSSSSSSSSS


Friday & Saturday
are great (:
Though I was kena-ing all the time
But new experience!
We all learnt through mistakes..
Discovering new stuffs
I felt guilty though =X
I was a good g.d but a bad d.


Sunday
My final NIU YEAR visit to mama house!
Im awaiting for good food & ang pows

Niu Year

Happy CNY (:
Its not yet yuan xiao so Im not late


Life has not been good recently
Im very sure this is my worst year
All down lucks
Even tissue papers bully me!
On and off illness
They come in a package of eye+flu+cough
Even on chu yi,when everyone's celebrating
I rested @ home till late noon before I went out
My new year isn't great at all!
And last but not least the forever not getting any better red eye =s
I could quote the doctors words
Perhaps the only good thing is D.W (:


Family life been pretty good
Our reunion dinner was @ midnight of chu xi
Kind of special, though I was feeling sickly
But I felt love around me!
& speaking of which chu xi was good!
Brother drove us to Khenbo Tashi & Serangoon Shi Fu place (:
On this special day, we could find time to chat with them
This is SO RARE & GREAT
I always remember them asking a simple
'How are you?'
This simple words meant alot (:
Especially @ my weakest point of life
There were times when I really thought super negatives stuffs
Cos I know this's just a beginning
Somehow my feelings for this illness is not so simple
But I hope it will turn out fine!
No more scrapping please, it will KILL me!


Classical has finally came to an end
Luckily all those misfortune happened during this period
If not things would be worst..
& I passed my PGS successfully (:
Received a call, BSC would start training next week
10 weeks of 9 to 5:30 life
I can't imagine that!No holiday for me!
And this meant rushing into year 3 w/o breaks
Worst of all, who would be my team mates?!
Friendly peeps please!



And after so long I returned to training
Things were better than what I had thought
My legs didn't give up on me yet!
But my eyesight did =S
Grading soon, I hope I could make it in time
Thanks everyone for their concern (:
& I hope I can pao kun well!


It will be the same this year.