Seeing is believing

These two days had been a torture to me
Not physically but mentally perhaps spiritually as well
Project workload alone could burst my mini brain
& what more experiences I met with
Mon was wushu performance
Everything went pretty smoothly
Except when ended I looked up and saw 3 person
And in fact one came foward and chatted with me
The whole point is since I entered NYP
I saw him frequently around school
We had not make any attempts to know each other
And yet he’s talking to me because of ____
And he seems not to know I joined _____
I really don’t know
Somethings are far more complicated than this that I could not explain
To add salt to wound
The team passed by the canteen
& yeah I saw old friend.
I don’t mind seeing him elsewhere but not with the team
Who knew everything about us
And this same torment I faced through again
Any worse incident bumping into him
can't be compared to today
He went into the room as we were going to
I really had no idea that we got the same t
same t is not the issue but why even when he is taking s
we got to be in the same room
and with a nice time slot I saw him
& what more T was commenting on his don’tknowwhat
Im really in no mood to hear about it
Tell me why do I have to face everything when it’s over a million years ago
I can't make myself as if nothing happened.
Im a real living person
And like yesterday good things come in pair
went to the atrium and saw B again
& he told me some duh thing
why is all this happening when they never did
over the years?

I CAN'T BELIEVE!

Make over.

After some super tiring days
I finally got some good times on friday
With Wan Qi, Lin Juan and Shu Xin invading my house
for some duh reason!
And they saw how neat my house was.
Yeah but I guess other than this they have nothing to complain abt
cos Im so kind to lend them my house
so we spent some hours for chinese new year make over
which was pretty successful with our professional.
Thanks alot!
Four changes,spot them if you could.
Sam & Xiao Wei spotted one super obvious one already.
I shall see who is the most obeservant one.
but who would be reading this,since there wasn't any new tags
for almost a WEEK! ):

Im looking foward to Mon performance!

the world doesn't goes round

life had been STRESSED for the past few days
despite me putting in efforts to make everything goes right
It just didn't.
be it in school
be it in family
be it for friends
Im just getting the negatives
for this is not done,not right
That is not completed,up to standard
and what so ever
Im sick and tired of this.
but am glad that macro is down
though it was pretty screwed up in fact
with those miscommunications that I do not wished to elaborate
but still hopefully we would get some good grades.
Alright I need my sleep now,Im seriously being deprived of them

friends or foe?

They say nothing last forever,
what about friendship?

I don't want to make it seems that the faults is with _ _ _
neither do I want the whole group of us to be ''yue wang''
but we got to know
it takes two hands to clap.

Until I figure it out, cya.

Im looking foward to tml
R,my little precious.

Ah-SOH!

I love you,the SOH family.
ytd the youngster headed out for some k-session
which was denied of, due to some freaking LOL $ issue
$100++ for 2 pathetic hours for 5 person!
so we turn our destination to food paradise
had a full meal,I just don't know why sis still can complain
Im not FULL!
we ate the same dinner,for goodness sick she shared my dinner
this is how ke-lian we are
I hadn't ate any homecook meal in like two weeks/more
I miss mum soup!
& seriously if you ever ask why would I work
for weekend at those no air-con place called
pasar malem
would be cause of them,my beloved family
it is only then I would get to spend more them together
so friends pardon me if I cancelled outings cos of work
Imagine we only spend 24 mins in 24 hours together in a day
in fact even lesser
so this is my only way out =.=
alright I shall head school now
it would be a brand new start

panda&penguin.

Forgive me and forget me corinne
6 months ago this was the message
that hurts the most
& now it remained as a scar
It been so long,this is truely amazing
how fast times flies
when it seems
it was yesterday you said
you love me but you are letting go
I used to cry over why you left
but right now I learnt to appreciate
everything that belongs to us
every memories that none can replace
and I know I held the special place within
love may not last forvever(in fact so short)
but I truely hope
we can be friends forever
even if it's just hi-bye.
at least I know you still remember me
at least I know you are doing fine
times & times I wondered
if you had gave up your dream
at last I knew you didn't
you are just persuing the one that truely belongs to you
Im moving on (:
goodbye.

back?!

Im blogging from?
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I bet you can't believe this!
HOME is my answer.
Anybody still reading this pathetic&lonely blog
I doubt so.
It been so dead since the internet went crazy
just like how boring my life is now
school,projects,ICAs,ccas
all the As
but I can't see myself getting any As.
perhaps one from access project?
the grade was a surprise indeed.
wed and thur like any usual weeks were the most
TIRING and BUZY day for me
lecture,break,test,tutorial,project,wushu
this was my schedule for wed
not very exciting indeed
but at least we got pretty much of excel done
Training was okay, cos we were mainly rehearsing for the performance
And yes the whities are involved
Though couple of us are MIA still.
Looking foward to it cos I have not been performing for near to 2 years!
I still remember the last one was during sec 4 chinese new year
the girls were performing JI TI DAO
that was how I got broadsword basic
but
I think it was lu hua dao which is 80% forgotten!!
Thurday was a long school day followed by
kick boxing
which was rather relaxing without D_
so we got a super early release around 8.30
ended up in Mac
and I saw Pei Yi & Jesline
it been a long time since I last saw them,a year stuffs
I quoted this from lilian blog


Though it was a short gathering, I enjoyed this gathering..
I finally get to see them after so long...
I thanked them for not forgetting me...


yes like what she meant
maybe the chances of us gathering/meeting is little
so this kind of ou ran seems special
another quote from my dearest melson was this


Following that BBQ with ex-work mates.
I think I can safely say that they have remained the same.
So amazing that we’ve not met for a year and still talked so much
and laughed till abdomen hurts so badly.
Overall enjoyable lah. Looking forward our next movie date real soon..


I was really surprised by this short paragraph on us
cos his whole blog is mainly language that I would fall asleep if I read.
and because of this Im seriously going to plan for a movie after the exams
and not forgetting the movie date with wushu pals
and naturally for BMners
but usually for them Im not the one needed to do all this tiring job.
friends,you are the ones who brighten up my life

last but not least

HAPPY SWEET 18th BIRTHDAY to JUAN!<3

maybe?

somethings is just not going on right
but I just can't sense it out
family?
friends?
cca?
studies?
love?

or a plus minus times divide of these important components of life.

I guessed I have changed
not the same girl as you guys&girls knew?
keeping alot to myself
I don't know how long can I endure.

life is not that xin fu anymore.

push up!

Wed,
Life had been going on pretty smoothly these days
Minus the fact that we are been bombed with projects
But I must say we are definitely luckier compared to other classes
For a reason you know why.
Finally marketing ICA2 was over.
It went well except for some unpredictable situation
Lunched @ pizza hut with the group of them
It been real long a large number of us walked together
Though we are in the same class but we are often caught up with projects and other stuffs.
Guessed we enjoyed the meal. (:
Headed back school for wushu after that.
Usual training except that
I was hugging Jing Ting till we fall down thanks to Zhi Wei
HAHA!

My used to be best friend
Thanks for calling;
Take care of yourself and them

my good friend
Your favorite sports?
I do hope one day you would return

Thur,
Missed macro tutorial for push up competition
The one push up that Rachel mentioned
With wushu team
‘Highed’ with the girls, we were all in red
And not forgetting skye and zhong min who were in red TOO!
That was a color we set for the girls!
3000 was our goal and honestly initially I thought
We would never make it.
17 people going, do some calculations
How are we ever going to attain this?
But Im proud to say we did it!
Every girls doing 300 and more
With a result of 5000 plus, losing to db.
Awaiting some ballet dance.HAHA!
Lunched and rushed home
But who knows I left my lappy in the room
I ended up walking 1 ½ times
½ walking distance reduced thanks to Jessen
Incidents after that was not worth of mentioning
They would only make my blog filled with %^&@
But one advice for friends, do not sign line with singnet.
It totally sucks to %$#@
in case you are wondering Im outside for sure.
and friends if you ever need any computer stuffs
get them at cyberactive @ northpoint
the services is really good
& Im really wondering if that guy is Ice brother!
I hate to say but I would be missing the trip overseas with BMners
due to unforseen diagreement by mum.
people enjoy ba!

P
You make my day (:
I thought you would never come
But you did.
Though not with us
But I know your intentions.
Appreciated it, even if it was not for __
You are irreplacable.

MS
Thanks for being my ‘cover’
& for every smiles you brought me

going on.

gathered with the girls @ the last friday of 2007
it was a special one with the appearance of Lilian!
cool!
maybe the day was abit cui but still I guessed we enjoyed it
5 years of friendships and growing strong.
and even a 8 year one!
that is my dear Jaslyn who is officialy 18th today (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY girl.

I was thinking rather negatively last week
for the senseless issue of w&k
but it is going non-where
so I would just forget it until I really got to sacrifice one.

& I don't like it when projects pile up!
stress.stress.stress.

I don't know if it's fated.
I just don't like facing you
when we are strangers in disguise.
tell me if I ever meant to you.

don't ask me why.

passion & love
co-exists

until then,bye.