Seeing is believing

These two days had been a torture to me
Not physically but mentally perhaps spiritually as well
Project workload alone could burst my mini brain
& what more experiences I met with
Mon was wushu performance
Everything went pretty smoothly
Except when ended I looked up and saw 3 person
And in fact one came foward and chatted with me
The whole point is since I entered NYP
I saw him frequently around school
We had not make any attempts to know each other
And yet he’s talking to me because of ____
And he seems not to know I joined _____
I really don’t know
Somethings are far more complicated than this that I could not explain
To add salt to wound
The team passed by the canteen
& yeah I saw old friend.
I don’t mind seeing him elsewhere but not with the team
Who knew everything about us
And this same torment I faced through again
Any worse incident bumping into him
can't be compared to today
He went into the room as we were going to
I really had no idea that we got the same t
same t is not the issue but why even when he is taking s
we got to be in the same room
and with a nice time slot I saw him
& what more T was commenting on his don’tknowwhat
Im really in no mood to hear about it
Tell me why do I have to face everything when it’s over a million years ago
I can't make myself as if nothing happened.
Im a real living person
And like yesterday good things come in pair
went to the atrium and saw B again
& he told me some duh thing
why is all this happening when they never did
over the years?

I CAN'T BELIEVE!