Happy Bday BBF

Happy birthday bbf(which apprarently doesn't stand for best boyfriend)
Cos she's my best bestie forever!
Yup the day is finally here!
27 Novemeber 2008,exactly 5 months after my bday
We had as much fun as that day!
Hope you love(eh MUST hor) everything that we planned
Special thanks to Lin Juan for all the plannings
I've been so so mang that I couldn't spare much time =x
But still everything's considered a real success!
Woots,I would be hoping to celebrate with her and them for the next
6 years and even 60 years down the road
Cos we are best friends forever (:
Pictures would be up soon!!


On another hand
We had a mini celebration for my dearest boy.
Now is really boy liao,but too bad is my nephew.
His 4th birthday (:
A pity I was already back in school kickings!
But still I could feel the joy in him!!
My little sweetie is forever so cute
I seriously had fun with him playing on my 2nd floor bed
Come on I feel so old when I play with him
I seems so energy-less(perhaps due to 2 day of full days)
But but I enjoyed every moment with him!
Yes the same words- pictures up soon!


Abit on FRIENDZ
our field trip was rather a success
We had fun!
Me,Charlotte and Hoon Cheng(Angel's on MC)
Our nonsense and craps @ Pizza Hut
My endless complaints of their customer service!
But still enjoyed the dinner with them (:
Yes, the one and only pic will be up(soon)


Overloaded with stuffs
I need a space to breathe in
I know buddha is always with me.
And yes the only ones who never give up on me,my family(:

is a tough one,but I'll hang on.

Yeah yeah I bet you seen this already.
Which I had sent to your emails!
But if you had been to lazy to load it.
Here is a short summary of my personal selling items!


The MUST BUY one
Sentosa luge and skyride for 2 @ $12!
Super worth the price right?
Way way cheaper compared to if you buy at sentosa
Hol's coming so hurry jio ur friends(which can includes me) for some SUNTANNING!


Next up is ZOoo tickets!
$15.50 for adults
$7.80 for child
& of cos if you wanna get night safari one! They are slighty more expensive!
All these great deals is just going to end so SOON.
So hurry and purchase them now!
Contact me if you wanna get them.
FRIEND FRIEND MUST SUPPORT ABIT DE!
you know who Im refering to!
Yes is you!


Back to normal posting.
Life's driving me crazy.
When I thought I've let down the stone.
I just got to realise a heavier one shooted me down.
Wasn't really feeling great these days.
Especially last week, when Im so overwhelmed with.
Heng, heng my great teacher seems to know
& yeah had a talk with him
It seems much a relief after I had spoken to him
All that I had been thinking
My worries and whatever bull shit.
Needless to say,I got a long hearing session from him
Next time he treat me lim kopi must beware liao!
But still Im wondering and questioning myself
Am I really suitable?
& the most important questions lies
What do I want to do in future.
Even though I didn't knew right after the ''talk''
But somehow I felt qing song le.
But life's never too good to be true.
Was bombared with tons again after Mon.
Tues, I wished I could be smiling.
But I ain't.
It was one time when I got this feeling.
One day I can't take it
& I gonna give it all up
This isn't what I want.
But I can't see it the other way round.
Wed, somehow the talk was really beneficial to me!
not to mention the freebies lah!
Seems like to me, my interest would be really on retail
& I wanna crave out a future.
I just suddenly got this thought
I can't be forever stucked doing one thing
I wanna explore the world,fly high.
Yeah fall high too, but at least I tried
I don't want to be facing a case in future
which is that I had no choice so I can only choose to be a .
I wanna give myself a chance to venture out this market!
Part time jobs maybe?
Help out at daddy's stall,I haven't been since long ago.
Re-set vainityindulgence?
I need a clear mind to think man.
For every problems that I encountered
I don't want this to be a three minute hotness
last but not least I don't want myself to regrett
FAN SI REN!
REN ZHEN FEN!


Why does everything that I thought would be like this
Went like that?
He's leaving but yet we can't do anything
Can I erase the word forever out of my dictionary?


MIA for training
For my little one,Ryan
Happy 4th birthday to you (:
Hopefully one year we could really celebrate on the right day.
I love you my boy.

BUSY

If I ever wanna say I would break down
It would be this period of time.
Seriously over exhausted =x
Physically and partially mentally too!
Too many things going on at a time.
Too many things to be completed.
Too many people irritated me.
Too many times in which I wish I could shout it out.
Hey man,
I need a life which belongs to me!
Not a life which belongs to school =x
I wanna be in the company of joy & love
& yet I always find myself too busy to enjoy life
I wanna train hard
& yet I always find myself not too energetic to be, and yeah
Time is always not my friend
Running faster than me, and you know what
My energy level dies faster than it
So imagine after two ''siong'' day of Tues & Weds
Im left with a energy-less body for Thurs
So = rest which still involves FRIENDZ stuffs
And chiong for a last shift work day
before I get to geer abit for Fri which is rarely now!
I miss the PK kicks!Though I gained more.
Finally a night of good rest (:
& thereby after a day in which I could be almost myself
Though my night is packed
But thats something that makes the day fufilling too!(:
Sunday,
so many days for work,wushu and whatever
I need a rest and time for family
But this equates to missing wc.t and kids
SACRIFICES!!
Tell me how I can be less busier
and have time for myself,me and I!
and ya for my dearest family,not to forget friends
and of cos WUSHU!

It's more obvious when you try to hide
To be frank is so hard mah?
Tell me how much is this friendship worth?

Jia You (:

Good luck to those who are going grading tml (:
Jia You Jia You Jia Jia You


Somehow Im happy today
On a rare occasion, I got to do kicks @ TJ
Really sweat me out!
But is great, cos I could feel something different!
Which I can't explain why the sudden.
But whatever I gonna buck up & fly to the sky
Haha thk Yeye for the super duper guidance to me & Jia Hui
& yeah today is a day which I recalled back sdg (:
But as any usual I got back the same comment for teaching
Which is something hard to change =x
It goes back to my character man!lols.
If one day I could tell Ms Ler I actually get a.
Perhaps I would succeed.
Whatever the case,
PEOPLE,good luck wor!!
Don't let down our coaches & especially YOU,yourself!!
(maybe tell me back when Im going for mine which is still a long way!)

so fast yet so slow

4 weeks gone.
Im dead tired everyday after closing
Especially when it's afternoon shift =x
There are ups & downs
High sales,low sales we will make it through!


Tuesday
Took the warm up =S
More to improve on.


Wednesday
Training was fun!
Though tiring lah
Good luck to those who are going grading on Sunday!
JIA YOU!JIA YOU!JIA YOU!

Somethings warmed my heart
Sweet messages from friends
I might be missing alot of parties & chalet
But I definitely hope you girls enjoy them!
Old friends who contacted.
Though one was a funny mistake
But hey friend,ain't it great to chat sometimes
It was blood donation week this wk in NYP
Many many people went for the event!
Envy!
One of my biggest dream is to donate blood
But well you guys should know why I can't
So I could only encourage peeps to go!
(: many MSC friends went,my dearie Jaslyn friend went!
Brave girl, take care!