Many thoughts gone through me today.
I know I wouldn't say it all out now.
Im too tired to think of them anymore.
Just let it be,if it meant to be mine.
It will be.
Sorry peeps,good friend visited me so
maybe you shouldn't try provoking me
cause Im not prepared to be any friendly.
Im turning nasty.
Especially to those who fa pi qi at me for NOTHING.
Its as if everything was my fault.
But maybe he is just too tired or mood swing as what old man says.
I say PMS la.
Lols.
Buddy take care alrights,I prefer to see the cheeky you.
I rather let you bully than to see you with bao gong face.
Yes,I know you know who Im refering to.
Went kick-boxing today after 40 minutes of consideration
Its a long story why I went.

I think it can come up to 10 reasons.LOLS.
Im not going to tell anyway.
Regrett or not.I wouldn't comment.
They are super duper lucky to see me in the notgoodmood
= fierce
which not many had seen,and this time I knew is real.
all thks to many many things that happpened these few days.
It makes me all a moody person angered by ppl
= angry girl.
But as usual it did not last long,cheered up
went for work.
I thought my day wasn't as what I expected,what the horoscope says
it was the opposite rather.
but I mus mention this.
I saw chel FINALLY,
hahs,coconut /drinks/food seller
thats my role.
LOLS.

and yes I sold my favourite fries.

not french fries,not cheese fries but

I went lauging non-stop when I saw this.


I peeled them all.
Where is my bf who will help me.LOLS.
No 1 citeria-must peel prawns for me.

Only I can sell till 1 left,and it was gone too x)

so this is my reward-chilli lollipop!LOLS

more pictures to previous days&week will be updated soon.
and I wouldn't be the naive girl anymore.
I told you Im turning nasty plus anti-sociable.
LOLS.

Iknowyouarejustwateryeyeboy
what more a gemini
and a choclates crazy
andnothingmore
can you be something more?

I hope things will turn out better
a peaceful talk.

Today is celest ah yi wedding,

so I don't think wish to start my essay on that bitch yet.

hahs,refer to sher blog for the story.

Girl,Iloveyou.

Went for wedding.

$130 for lunch and dinner

not worth!!!

but atmosphere and otherwise not bad.

I confess here Im freaking scared of snake!!

I ran and shouted like hell when the person brought it near to me.

We went to the amphitheatre to slack around.

I saw white peacocks,beautiful.

Than went to Palawan beach.

For goodness sick,we were in heels

so you can imagine the scenario.

alrights now the pic shall show you my day.

but since blogger refuse to help me today so

others days bah!!

Gemini-s is not only him only.

Is a gemini though.

LOLS.

happy wedding.
when will it be my turn,
in a million years!

Ytd,
was feeling sick the whole day
thanks to midnight chat till 3.30 am
and hai fong @ merlion park
and I woke up around 9 plus.
Cos we gonna visit Ryan.
This time round only me and gor went.
So we took him to the nearby mac.
Mac breakfast had always been appealing to me,
but not today.
Ate abit and played with ryan instead.
Then brought him to the playground.
He is my love,forever so cute&innocent.
Then brought him back.
Taking care of a baby is never easy.
I salute to all mothers.
Then went back home myself.
goodness I survived the journey without taking extra stops.
I was in those nextmomentcanfaint state.
Brought myself food than went home to
SLEEP,SLEEP,SLEEP
only occasionally online.

I don't know copybaby is so copy.
hahs.
take cares lots too.
salt to water I shall try that.

Today,
feeling much much better.
Although I only had few few hours of sleep last night.
Thought through many many things.
Maybe no one would even bother about my sickness
and all those wierdy thoughts.
I became weak after a little illness.
But I know optimistic is my only way out.
Cute past of mine in Op wushu came looking for me.
Like suddenly I recalled han qiang and jin cheng
are my gors.
and the silly things we ever did together.
they became memories.
Pehaps not,cos....
since Im feeling better so decided to town with ding.
nag.,nag,nag
ah pek naggy la,hahs
I not boy,I girl okays.
I know how to take care of myself when no one is there for me alrights.
but still thanks.
for showing care&corcern.
I browsed through blog and saw a SLUT copying my blog stuffs.
and she is non other than PRISCA.
Im so GRRR,but Im not gonna let this b* affect me.
went out as usual.
when Im super free,see how I will have fun.
BMers is high time we get some fun alrights.hahs.
Ated yoshinoya.
Towned,sorry ding I wasn't so entu like normal
hmm anyway today was a good shou huo day.
I got a top for 10.
a wallet from forever 21 at 18
and a necklace at chomel.
and last but not least I got a super loving gift from ding
that is what sam actually wanted to get for me.
Ding,if you are a guy.I 101% gonna chase you!!
thanks love,for being there for me.
Listening to my COMPLETEY NONSENSE & craps.
Iloveyoumuchy.
hahs,then went taka and like finally we spend the 10 vocher on
biscuits,that is which we brought to kick-boxing.
Sndy make full use of it at the food corner lah.HAHS.
Went back school and dinner-ed with bear&his friend.
Than went to sports hall.
Im looking as usual but I know
now to me,you are just a friend I long to see
cos maybe it seems to me ridiculous that I don't see you
on wed for wushu,but thur for dragon boat instead.
& the good thing is I saw kh after kickboxing.
went to slap him at his back,he was stun-ed by me.
HAHS.my cheeki-ness would never change.
back to the story.
So me&ding slacked around then went find bear.
who brought us to see FIT guys who are not fit lo!
hahs,he is so much fitter.
But I think he going become monk after he leave me lah.HAHS.
bleah =p
kick-boxing today was...
lol,most peoples were late.
then we did the usual stuffs.
I sabo YiRui to do padding for Sher. =p
but in the end I also kena,retribution lah.
but he let me hit his hand instead.
So it wasn't that bad afterall.
Thks bro =)
pay back for tying his belt for me.
He hor,hai me lah!!LOLS.
Hmm was surprised by people who came
from ytd I asked till today
never straight to the point if you are coming anot.
but =),you came.
surprise indeed.thanks thanks.
then got sparring.
I sparred with shermin,I think she is getting better
while me I was in half awake state all the times.
even when sparring with coach.
Am I getting well or worse.
then light physical and training ended.
Sat there will be training,hmm if she goes than I will
bleah =p
but I wanna train wushu also lah,sher make it okies.
then changed,past by clubs room and =)
walked back,half way Zhen Wei&Bryan joined us.
then lam-ed abit.
Sher and Yirui,HAHHAS.
thanks thanks.
I love it lots.
chocs bring me smiles.
and sorry ding,seriously not gu yi de lah.
hahs,then went back yishun and supper-ed.
chat alot again.
I don't know why I suddenly feel so much much better.
Perhaps is cos

Today is my lucky and happy day.
I saw the peoples that I wanna see. x)
and I love surprises.

Sick-ed.
I need you to be by my side.
Will you?

Yet another day of outing at marina square.
We been dere just last week,and yet we are back again.
I got a hunch soon we will go again.
This time round we got shermin with us,is her first time dere.LOLS.
So we went a little shopping around
when Ding got her book,see she becomes so guai,my great influence.HAHS.
then we went K-Box.
Given this K5 Room,its definitely something more than a room.
We could see what the peoples are doing on the escalators.
But they can't see us.
So we had fun peeping into thems.
We can't get the point why couple likes to kiss/LC on the escalators.
Its not 1 or 2,but many many couples.
So friends next time you wanna do that,NOT on that escalator please.
Privacy would be invaded.
Hahs,sangs songs.
Shu Dao 5 Da Yin Wo.
Zhen Shi
Baby Dui Bu Qi
and many many...
but a pity we left around 6,cos the buffet is starting.LOLS.
then sher went back
left me&ding.
went for yuki&suki as promised.
steamboat + tempayaki + ice cream =$25
not too bad.
then went shopping around.
Salesgirl/auntie service attitude sucks.
walked to esplanade in a different route.
It was longer but it was definitely worth the walk.
I found the place Im looking for MOF.
Hahs,no doubt Im going to have my lunch/dinner there the next time
cos there is a hunk working dere.HAHS.
shift what day,I don't know.
but I guess should be fri/sat/sun
the non-school days.
No wonder he suggested esplanade library.
So I get it now,but its all too late.
Please don't let me see you dating another girl dere.
I know its one of the most romantic places left in Singapore.
Back to the point.
Walked to merlion park,sat dere to slack
fishes&fishes we saw.
Cruelty the person who left them there.
Waiting for replies but none came back.
Train-ed back.
CPR by AB,NO WAY!!
Only hunk&baby are allowed.HAHS.
Pictures?
I saw the word lazy running in my brain!!

Do I meant more than a friend?
A sweeter dream if I dreamt of you.

Im not going to bother anymore
Whatever you ppls think of me
It doesn't matter anymore.
I left them all behind.
All.

Proper updates?
I guess not.
All my past 4 days were working&working.
and nothing else.
Life means wake up,go work,work,go home,check mails,sleep
and the same routine the next day.
Perhaps it was cheered up & filled with a little of smiles
from DING & you.
Msges came by me at surprise.
& some were really really hmm.
Perhaps this 10 days is my lucky time.
Everything I wants seems to be going the way I wish-ed them to.
But perhaps they meant nothing.
Still they make my days ended with smiles.
& yes HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL =)


Everything is different now.

Proper update would be made on Tue.
I have been working from fri till now,
& tmr is a full shift work again!
and Mon most prob it will be too
12-2
this is not lie alrights.
HAHS.
Mira&chel when you all come geylang
must come find me x)
hahs,zack also!

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TONGLEII SHI PING

I never have a dream come true.

Perhaps it should be the other way round.
not him and him and him
but him.
Complications,they are getting worse and worse.
One,there is no way we gonna be the same.
Two,I know you can never make my dream come true,my fairytale
Three,Im nothing but a passerby,empty promises.I don't wish it this way.
Four,Illusions or reality,I can't differ them around.
Why are the names getting more and more.
Come on,cancer are not flirt.
Indeed we are.
And according to my horoscope book
happy things will come looking for you,problems at work could be solved,money rolling in,and for single,you may get what you are looking for.
& its four stars.
For the past 6 times this had been real true.
Who will be the no.7.
1/2/3/4 or maybe not even them.
I can bang my head into the wall for this senseless post.
I told you push me further I will collaspe.
And I did.
Just in a freak-ed way only.
In 10 days time,I shall know.
LMAO.
byes I got to go to work.
so sms would be replied late.

20.09.2007

Met up with ding&bear at chong pang
had breakfast/lunch
Tian Tian fishball noodles.
I can't understand why they can finish while I left a good half bowl.
I want to see the girl lah.she sound so cute x)
Collected my yellow belt.LOLS.Is so tight!!
Then Ding went trimming her hair which is already so short.LOLS.
Not a much difference but nicer bah.hahs.
Slacked at mac.
Hahs,shao nu huai chun.LMAO.
and HAHHAHAS.

After maybe like 2 hours finally human being know to reply.
Kind of expected,so no dissapointment.
I knew it,it won't work out anyway.
Even if it does,it won't last.
Rubbish = don't bother too much.

On the way to NYP,we saw many peeps carrying mooncake
some even BIG bag SMALL bags
so we were tempted to get them.
Maybe there a mooncake sales.HAHS.
but We didn't get any cos Its over.
Saw chel on the way to sporthall.
walked up to gym floor.
I can sense kh around.LOLS.
Near to 2 months I have not seen him.
You don't know how much I miss-ed you.
You are too perfect for to hate you.
and true enough,3 guys came out from the room.
And from the back view.
I saw him.
Rushed down,at half stairs I saw James
who said I was modelling.LOLS.
I don't know why&how can I be so kam and called his name,full.
HONG KAH HUI.
he turned and wave to me.
=) =D x) X)
then we acc chel outside to get drinks.
Good excuse,but Im not not so lucky you know.
Then went training.
Training was not bad today.
All the rolls and stuffs still manageable.
Fall to the floor,this is what we did for QI TI QUAN.
and I hated it.
Foward roll,habits stayed on,I use my head again.
no,no,no I mus change before one day I really crack my head.
hahas,then leg padding.
and so on and on.
YR and me paired up today and li-siao sher
=) HAHAHS.
Training ended and I want to see my suai ge.
but no avail lah.
Illusion is all that was with me.
walked back with Ding,Sher,YR and Ronald
then me&ding decide to go newton to makan.HAHS.
Yummy,yummy
I don't know how many tons of craps+nonsense I told her
is all really LMAO stuffs.

I know Im not in the right mode.
I have fallen all straight.
Too many things have been happening.
Is all too much for me to take it.
I can't absorb much as I wish-ed I could.
I know I got to be strong cos this is the only way out.
Don't read further to a simple act.
They meant nothing.
Illusions please leave me alone,I don't want to make any mistakes.
I can't and won't and shouldn't fall for the wrong person.

Part 1-journey to school
not pretty good

I saw peeps that I don't wish to see.
Not so fast yet.
Escaping is my forte.
Bear
called me to chat from khabtib to sports hall.
At least my mind wasn't running wild then.
Reached skul,changed and slacked in the room with seniors
It been long,maybe like 2-3 weeks I been missing from wushu
but someone is even more worse than me.
2 months now,it had been.
you left me on my own.
I change and change and change
till now I left all my sweet memories somewhere in a corner.
they still hurts,but I know
This gotta be the way.
We gonna be friends forever.

Part 2-training
happier

Training was better,at least bad thing didn't happen.
Hahs the same thing happen to me and TONGLEII
Its so hilarious.
I was smilling cos I know one day I will shang all my tiao yue.
JIA YOU,JIA YOU!!
corinne with wushu look sure can.
Then Jin Fu trained us,he was different from the others
cos he was @#$%
shh but he was good larh.
learnt GongLi quan.
I should have learnt in OPSS.
hahs,the rest are going for BBQ but me
I got work so nope.sian-ed

Part 3-walking to AMK
saddest

I don't wish to mention anything.
I don't wish to continue anything.
& this will be the case.
Im tired from everything.

Part 4-talking to bear
great

Nonesense,crap,everything
I don't even know we chatted for an hour already till Ding msg.
Thanks buddy.
You are a real good friend.

Part 5-dingli came
great

FAV topic-GUYS.
I spent alot of time with this babe of mine.
happy happpy smiles.
HAHHAS.
I wanna read the book now.
bye.

Im not happy.
Im not happy.
Im not happy.

Everything doesn't goes smoothly as I wished it to be.
The router went crazy AGAIN.
Trust me one day I will smash it down to the floor.

Switie called me this morning.
Take care girl,my ears are always here for you.
And I can be a fortune teller already.LOLS.

The worst is not over.
My specially taken care M&M are gones.
F that bastard who ate it.
I told everyone 1O1 TIMES
Don't ever eat it!!!!
They have no respect for my stuffs at all.
Do you know how much it meant to me.
Is the last chocs kh bought for me.
For gooodness sick I even use costape to tape it.
ARRRGGGHHHH
Im so not happy over it.

And today is 19th September.
Its too much for me to take it.
Sorry this friendship I don't know how would it carry on.
Im loss for words for you.

& last but not least
I realised it meant nothing at all.


Sometimes I wish-ed I could forget everything.
memories are just memories.
You left a deep impact like he did.
How can I ever trust relationship again.

Ilovemyday.
Iloveyouding.

Went to this wulu malu place called
1 Coleman Street
#07-09 The Adelphi
Singapore 179803
and got my router fixed.
The Mr Dominic Leow LOLS.
okay finally had my router fixed,
erm not totally all his credits,also thanks to
BEAR for changing the WAN to LAN.
He can sense that Im looking for me.LOLS
wee wee finally I can use my lappy wirelessly.
hahs then went to find HIGH STREET CENTER
ln the end we still can't find it.
Went to find penisula instead,cos we wanna get skinny jeans
but but in the end after after so long long
we found it thanks to A.T.K
but we didn't get any in the end.
hmm then we went marina square.
dinner-ed at HongKong Cafe.
then went shopping.
targetted TOPSHOP,I told dingli
I want to catch sndy,cos she said she goin out with wj.
hahs and who knows we saw them true enough.
how LING is my words huh.lols.
hahs,went shopping around
bouught TONGLEII gift lerh =)
had ICE-CREAMs shared with ding.
walked to esplanade,and saw many many couples.
argh.
then walked to Raffles Place.
train-ed home.

Missing out items-
pictures&pictures
talk of the day-GUYS.

Stomped with surprise with the 2 msg.
you means more and more each day.
smiles&smiles.
happy happy smiles.

yesterday.
was not a day for me.
emo-ed at work place,kept staring into space
everything just kept running in my mind.
scary.scary.
Erase the memories please.
I don't wish to be tortured any further.
I accept ur apologies.
everything is over,and they shall all end.

today.
continued with the computer stuffs
they just knew how to push me to another.
shruks.
I got to go down to funan to get it done.

Slow and steady win the race
I hope you will be the one.
hugs.
=)

Busy as you are,
please take good care of urself
good luck&JIAYOU.

Somethings just won't turn back.
I wish-ed they could but no.
For everythings you(s) did.
Sorry I can forgive
but I don't think I will ever forget.
I told you
I don't like it.
Don't force me to the day.
I will leave,and never return.
This is already a stand for our relationship.
so don't make it the same for our friendship.
You got to know choices are made by yourself.
Everything you do will just reflect on how a person you are.
You know you shouldn't.
No matter how special you treat me,it won't be the same again.
You are buried in my memory.
The past is totally forsaken.it won't means anything anymore.
For all the guilts I used to have cos of your change.
They are gone,just like you are.
The you I know is no longer the same.
Though I can see you tried your might to protect me,to care for me
even more than the past.
but in a wrong way.
Jokes should not be carried out too far.
cos they may end us up in a no return way.

Is was all a goody day.
grading went fine.
We are all now yellow belters.
Yipee,though I thought my upper cut was all wrong
but still I make it with 2.2.
pathetic result but still that was the passing range
so I shall be happy. =)
Congrates to the 6 of us and all.
We seen the other belts grading too.
I presume I don't need to go any further.
I won't pass them.
The brown ones were great.
Mr Wei Siao Pasta.
Zhen Wei that ah pek.
Bear look alike.
and the serious guy.
they have smelly feets.HAHS.
So like finally we got our belts.
Idiotic yi rui,aka sher gor TOOTPID!!

Met up with sam BF after don't know how long of not seeing her.
cool but a pity dingli got an appointment & my dear XW is down in town.
So me,sam&sher walked to amk hub.
& had dinner at ichiban.
shopped around while,the both of them got something for their BFs.
bus-ed to work place,journey wasn't that sian cos of you X).
Worked.
Until 2 plus when I went to find the biantais company.

I know my lil prince is waiting for me.
Some contacts are simple but sweet.
You make me so wanna be your girl.
Though I know you are a hard to catch one.

I guess this would be my blogging way the next few wks
the day after yesterday.
Slept at 2 not cos of online situations as any other days.
Mainly due to work this time.
Supper-ed with family only at 1,what can you expect.
Im seriously lack of sleep&energy.
Can I don't take the grading later.
Is seems so scary with that fact.LOLS.
The worst joke ever,and the funniest is self-proclaim
to be SHY.
I got 101 comments on this.SERIOUS.
Your nonsense did brought me smiles,
but I knew they meant nothing.
Thks anyway,for brightening my work a little.
Yes,I mentioned so much about work.
So what is my work all about.
Is nothing more than working at the 48 stall that sounds cool
at GEYLANG senai.
I know what you are thinking.No OF COURSE!!
ask any of your malay friends they should know.
Tell you is a must must visit place.
With lots of interesting stuffs and more to be discover.
And not to mention yummy food and all.
Is better than chinatown during chinese new year.
I don't even bother to explore every year.
While I make sure I walk walk here and dere every year there.X)
It brings back lots of the past,working with all my uncles&aunties.
I learnt alot from them.
My all times secondtomum&dad.
Bai Tu daddy,3 yi mummy,Ah teng auntie,Ah lam,Ah soon
Michael,Ah choon shi fu,Ah Beng and on...
Im gettting out of way,back to the point.
so the 48 stall is just a stall number.
And Im working as sales assistance.LOLS.
in a nicer is called this way.
selling can drinks,cheesehotdogs(Im getting FATTER) and coconuts.
You wann see the pettie Corinne using all her strength
to tackle with one small coconuts.Visit me.LOLS.
& I joked with mum,MEINU kai ya surely gentle de marh.
hahs.so friends if you are FREE,come find me.
& I got a new $20 note.=)
Alrights I got to prepare for my final showdown.
Wish me good luck.
I wanna a 2 point.
3 is a gift.

JIA YOU for all kick-boxers.
we gonna pass our yellow belt grading.
=)

Gotten my results already.
phew man,I don't dare to see at first.
hmm I guess it was not bad already for me.
not all 4Ds.
& yes I passed my accounts.No devil next semester =)
no SUPP is already a call for celebrations.
cools & cheer peeps.
Don't give up,You will get what you want one day.
I hope for a better grade for kick-boxing grading for saturday.

JIA YOU!JIA YOU!

In minutes time it would be twelve.

And it means 14/9.SHRUKS.

It means nothing good.

No 1. Work starts.

No 2. Results release.

No 3. Bad memory.

Pray hard that I will get 4D.

thats enough for me.

Im not pining high hope on myself.

Today was not that boring.

cos in the noon.

Bear & Ding came my house.

One to help with the router,the other to do nothing.hahs.

Ding is so so cute,cos she is scare of

Lols.Baby is so cute yet she is scare.She also cute lah.Lols.
Than we went off from my home around 6 plus.
taxi-ed instead.
Kick-boxing today was slacker compared to last week.
had fun with the others girls.
instead of just the 3 of us.
coach was great,hahs.
goodie verses baddie.lols.
yi rui came and brought his sister.
and we kena suan.Si COCKROACHE!!
before we went back we saw BENNY.
he played song.damn suai.Im serious.
train-ed back and had ljs as usual.
their service attitude sucks.
Nicey chat again.I forgot to mention abt the chat tt night.
guys,our fav topic.=)
bus-ed home where I saw bitches.
shall not elaborate,don't spoil my mood.

I know you are nt for me.

Jia wen LOVES her bian tai accomplices -Henry&KaiEn.
Corinne HATES the whole bian tai group.
oh mine.
oh mine.
they should stay 3m away from me starting right now.
no.
no.
4m is a safer.

hahs.another wild day with my bian tais&co.
namely JiaWen,KaiEn,Henry,Joeson,Colin.
& lastly me the sufferer.LMAO.
work was not for me today cos I mistook it.dumby.
went for hair cut/straightening/dye instead.
so it meant missing wushu.

I don't know when will be the day.
I see you,my Mr Fairytale.HAHS.
anyway for your kind information.
you are out of my mind.
happy?if you are not than too bad.
this is what you asked for so be it.
but you are in my lifeforever.
cos you make it so great to remember you.

So back to topic.
A much neater hair now,but what now Im worrying abt tieing.
The baddies did the so call-once in a while stuff
while the rest of us suffer-ed.
but today is so so much better than yesterday.
but it was Idon'twishtosay.
mad-ed at park.
under18 acts started.LOLS.
THIS BUNCH OF PEEPS ARE PERVERT.
no doubt.


I don't like it this way.
You should know.

Im so dead-beat.
Jia Wen,Kai En,Henry & Ser Wei know best.
ARGG,GRRR.
Hahs,is all so funny.
duels after duels and attacks after attacks.
today is just too much to be called tired but fun.
Jia Wen and her beautiful songs.LOLS.
Sneigh is not allowed for her and henry.
colin,shi min,kai en,ser wei & me.
cause we are the victim instead of them.FAINTS.
one sing non-stop,the other beat ppl de.
lols.but the day was filled with laughter.
just like before,when all of us hanged out together.
but now is just that we don't know when it would come.
when would it be the last.
lets hope we can have more of these days.
my girl be strong,I will be with you through this hard journey.
best friends forever.

our past is just a past.
it doesn't means anything now.
especially to you I know.
blame it on my sillyness to always think
you will still dote me to the limit.
but no.
you are not the guy I knew that day.
everything is different now
and they will just remain.

Nothing last forever,
even as much as we wish-ed they can stop at now.
It won't happen.
I wish-ed I could turn back time ,turn back everything.
So I won't get today.
Totally shriek-ed.
Don't give me any shocks anymore.
I can't take it any longer.
Is just a matter of time before I collapse.
but not now I know.
I just got to face it bravely.
& as usual take everything as it is.
splitting headache companied me.

Jia Wen you are my eternity.

Would you lend me your shoulder?
Be there for me when I needed you.

my day is nothing more than packing clothes.
I got 2 cupboards of them to pack,weewee Linda zeh gave me her office wear
so I got more,instead of the pathetic few.
then uploaded pictures to friendster but Im lazy to arrange them.
tv-ed the 7 pm show.
I can't help but thought what if
one day you leave me,totally out of my life
you are once so important to me,and even now.
I don't know how you got get into wushu plus dragon boat.
and not to mention sports & wellness at ur given condition.
tell me it will never ever relapse again.
tell me you would be healthy,you would live well.
even without me.

Is it a hint or was it was a joke.
somehow I hope the first way.
you are way too attracting me,Mr Blink.
don't let me fall in l.o.v.e again.
especially with y.o.u.
cos I know it won't work out.

Im deprived of sleep thanks to HUBBY.
She called me up so many times until I had no choice but to.
Freshen up & met her to go tpy.
As usual she was LATE,expected.
Went mac to find kai en,surprising we saw a familar face.
sweeping the floor.and knows what is our cab-H.LOLS.
We went lafting and lisiao him.
but he just remained abnormal.SURPRSING!!
if normal,I think he will chase us till don't know where le.hahs.
then shimin came,went for breakfast/lunch.
back to mac,only to see h buddies dere too.LMAO
plus his new gf.god knows how many gf he can change in a year,10 I supposed.
I should be superly glad that when I was with him,he wasn't a flirt than.
Mr used to be nice guy,though still now but in a diff way.
whatever.nothing can change this.
hmm then some PANDA stuffs happen again-this time is shimin.lols.
went back to northpoint.
wenn went to find her mei,KK.lols.
den makan-ed at 925 as usual before goin to find wei.
slacked around 612.HAHHAHS.again another panda show.hahs.
I guess if I ever had to be drunk/sneigh I would only allow for guys-wei to be with me.cos confirm 100+100% safe.hahs.shh,we know her stunts too well.
& like finally I got the heart shaped box.=)
came to know some not so =) stuffs.
a ex-sis was @#%.
a current dear gonna #$@&
a same age skulmate gonna #$^&*.
the world is just too complicated.

It wasn't true afterall.
maybe.

yes yes peeps I went to thai,back with manymany goodies.

back from a trip to visit my beloved ryan.

fun.fun.fun.

I don't know how to explain.
humans are too hard to understand.
but just hope everything will goes well.

supper-ed with family.
yummy.yummy.
we went to loyang tua pek gong.
then went to changi makan & see ah-gua.HAHS.
super funny cos we seen none xcept at the coffeeshop.
the traffic police came and all were rushing to drive their cars away.
then 3 mens were still slackin,perhaps too engrossed in seeing
the beautiful signs of the ah-gua.

thinking back,that is enough to last my smiles for long.
but I know it won't turn out good anyway.
Im not so lucky always,he is already a fairytale.
the 5th guy.hahs.
blink blink.

met up with my pretty babes DING & XW.
it been so long(2 weeks)since I last saw them.
buzying catching up with our current lives and gossips.
hahs.& trying to tempt xw with my rewards.hahs.
pei-ed her for an interview.we were her body-gaurd alrights.
then a little shopping at VIVO.
nice stuffs are meant to be seen not bought.
cos Im seriously BROKE.
& we saw sndy & su xian.
train-ed back to NYP for kick-boxing
when we meet sher for dinner.
changed and went for training,while waiting me&sher were
saying that tk they all won't come
but who knows the next min,they all came in xcept tk.
hahs.so we said tk won't come and the next was him.LMAO.
this taught us nbr say ppl.hahs.
training was not so enjoyable.was doing grading stuffs.
shrucks.I gonna fail it.8 more days to it.faints.
went for supper with ding after it,hahs.
we didn't went with the seniors who asked us.LOLS.
home-d.
A call brightens the day to the fullest.
laughters and laughters.
I miss my BMners and all my dearest girlfriends.
and yes boy-friends too.
I almost forgot abt a funny joke today.
the xiao chao of NYP dragon boat de.
MUHHAHA.I think is more like sea-weed bah.
lols.but I wondered why I didn't see the idiot.

pictures for today.

Im back from a differencing trip.

For we(mum,bee hua aunty(new gu-gu),uncle chong & wife,maggie,vicky and winni)

took the budget airline,tiger airways.

At the budget terminal.I saw this biggest menu I ever seen.
Since is a budget one.We had to walk to the plane.

A super difference experience.G.R.E.A.T I would say.

Sitting at the window side.I seen the most beautiful sunset.

Travelling though bed of clouds;castle of clouds.

Maybe I would say sunset is better than sunrise now.

Every sight on the plane is just so you won't get to see it again.

And vicky & winni was buzying playing with me.

And for the next 2 days,they were tagging around with me,especially winni

who particulary hold my hand everywhere I go.

Having experience taking care of them,I realised that dingli & sher job is not so easy.

Kids are kids,they don't know what is right & wrong.

And for any case hyper-active kids like them,is harder to take care of.

Arriving in thailand,we were brought to our hotel-Baiyoke suite hotel

Is 33 story high,the view is super nice.and we went 100 luo for dinner.So imagine you stay at the 100 floor looking down.
It would be a what view.Hahs.
Had pork chop.yummy.
then we went back to hotel.It was already 12,according to S'pore time.
but we didn't rest.Auntie Bh was telling us stories.
What a life she been through.EXCITING.
Bed-ed at 2 plus.

Was awaken by a annoying alarm at 4.30 am.OMG.
then carelessness cause me to broke a cup.
So ended up had to pay 50baht=$2.50

And we had breakfast at the 43 story.
English,chinese,japanese food.thats what I liked about buffet.
Then we went out to the river city.
On the way I saw my favourite cabby.Hot pink yeah right.The cabs dere was colorful.
Pink,blue,orange,green,purple,mixed.
Unlike S'pore,dull colors we had.
And since it was monday,everywhere we go.
We could see many ppl wearing yellow shirt,cos is the King day.
The tutu car,another transport for the thai.
Then we went for the boat ride.

For 8 person,we had a 30 seater boat.LOLS.
Passed by many many temples and such.There only one which caught my eyes.
And so coincidental it was the one our tour guide jackie brought us to.

Is beautiful,is art.Flowers growing on the bottom and not the top.This is yet so amazing.
Me and aunty bh took pictures wearing traditional coustume.

Then we went to another temple,where we

and puted gold paper on the buddha.
The standing buddha.Is was definitely hard to take picture of it.we went to the famous 4 face buddha.where uncle and family prayed.It costs almost $100 over for minutes of prayers.then we went shopping & shopping after that.
A dinner at chinatown.
Tried many delicious food,yummy.sharkfins,roasted pig,fish....
and we had this for supper

This was the one I wanted but I didn't get to buy it.shrucks.
Yet another night of stories filled with laughter.
life is more than just seeing and believing.
I really salute to auntie chong.
she is definitely one I would look up to as a model wife.

Morning,we had breakfast at the same place.this time I spotted a special dish.
And I ate it.Not too bad.

then we went shopping around our hotel area.
I saw this and went laughing.HAHS.

The stuffs dere are really good bargain.CHEAP & GOOD.
8 tops,6 bottoms,1 pair of slipper,1 pair of shoe,1 hair accessories.
Last but not least little gifts for my beloved girls.
8 special ones.It was a set of 10,but I left 2 for my sis and myself.

I wanna another trip to thai,or anywhere where I can shop till I drop.

Abit of recount for ytd.
Taught my sis on social studies last night/mid-night.
Gosh.Almost a year I had not touched anything on it.
Was quite surprised that I could remember much on
merger & seperations and SBQ skills.
for the rest I literally left them with Mr Nair.
speaking of this I felt guilty for not returning to OPSS & JPS.
I miss many many teacher.
Ms Tan,without her I don't think I would give a damn abt studies.
Mr Ben Chew,I learnt things more than nonsense from him.hahs.
Mr Pang,our daddy cum mummy teacher.The Kindest one ever.
Mr Tan,he has stories and stories for us.
Mr Nair,yes yes I promised to get him a gift and I did not.
Mrs Zahri,she taught us more than just literature.
Mrs Lee,I wouldn't pass my english without her.
Ms Kaur,corinne your fringe,no way Im gonna forget that these words.
Coach,thanks for everything.
and on and on..
and Ms leow for JPS,my best chinese teacher ever =)
I shall make a trip over soon.
back to the topic.
Than gor also came in our room to use my lappy.
So the 3 of us hanged in our room till near 3 before turning to bed.
Is kind of special,no words can describe this.


Today.
in an hour time I would be setting off.
bye peeps.take care lots & miss me lots too.
I know what you all want.
lets see how,you know how broke Im.
maybe I will get some B&W back.hahs.
I realised something wierd,but why.
I can't find any explaination to it.
Maybe someday I would know why.
Alright peeps I prepare.

No hope;no dash-ed hope.
I will learn this principle.
Is 2 months if you realised.
But it doesn't matters.
I hope you are doing fine,as much as Im.

Im so freaking pissed off by the router stuffs
Spended 3 hours ++ on it and it still not alright
I knew why they had to charge a freaking amount of $60 bucks for the service.
perhaps is pretty worth.but HELL NO.
I rather do it myself.
yeah right.
I guess I would succeed in many many hours time.
hopefully.
if not leave it till I return.
silly xiao wei thought I was away already.hahs.
Im looking foward to work with her.
had a nice chat with her,I been not in contact with many dears this holiday
purely indulging myself in nothingness.
alright I shall do some useful stuffs
Teach my sis social studies.LOLS.

I miss many many peoples.
& you my watery eye;eye candy.