20.09.2007

Met up with ding&bear at chong pang
had breakfast/lunch
Tian Tian fishball noodles.
I can't understand why they can finish while I left a good half bowl.
I want to see the girl lah.she sound so cute x)
Collected my yellow belt.LOLS.Is so tight!!
Then Ding went trimming her hair which is already so short.LOLS.
Not a much difference but nicer bah.hahs.
Slacked at mac.
Hahs,shao nu huai chun.LMAO.
and HAHHAHAS.

After maybe like 2 hours finally human being know to reply.
Kind of expected,so no dissapointment.
I knew it,it won't work out anyway.
Even if it does,it won't last.
Rubbish = don't bother too much.

On the way to NYP,we saw many peeps carrying mooncake
some even BIG bag SMALL bags
so we were tempted to get them.
Maybe there a mooncake sales.HAHS.
but We didn't get any cos Its over.
Saw chel on the way to sporthall.
walked up to gym floor.
I can sense kh around.LOLS.
Near to 2 months I have not seen him.
You don't know how much I miss-ed you.
You are too perfect for to hate you.
and true enough,3 guys came out from the room.
And from the back view.
I saw him.
Rushed down,at half stairs I saw James
who said I was modelling.LOLS.
I don't know why&how can I be so kam and called his name,full.
HONG KAH HUI.
he turned and wave to me.
=) =D x) X)
then we acc chel outside to get drinks.
Good excuse,but Im not not so lucky you know.
Then went training.
Training was not bad today.
All the rolls and stuffs still manageable.
Fall to the floor,this is what we did for QI TI QUAN.
and I hated it.
Foward roll,habits stayed on,I use my head again.
no,no,no I mus change before one day I really crack my head.
hahas,then leg padding.
and so on and on.
YR and me paired up today and li-siao sher
=) HAHAHS.
Training ended and I want to see my suai ge.
but no avail lah.
Illusion is all that was with me.
walked back with Ding,Sher,YR and Ronald
then me&ding decide to go newton to makan.HAHS.
Yummy,yummy
I don't know how many tons of craps+nonsense I told her
is all really LMAO stuffs.

I know Im not in the right mode.
I have fallen all straight.
Too many things have been happening.
Is all too much for me to take it.
I can't absorb much as I wish-ed I could.
I know I got to be strong cos this is the only way out.
Don't read further to a simple act.
They meant nothing.
Illusions please leave me alone,I don't want to make any mistakes.
I can't and won't and shouldn't fall for the wrong person.