Worthy?

Maybe someone should ask me to RELAX now
Yes I've been pretty tense up with alot
actually not my area of control issues
all thanks to my super KPO character
Im thinking one day I may go bersek cos of it.
but I know the end results would be a pleasing one
& is not me alone fighting this battle
I got my dearest team mate who would help me
though some may not offer much help but
at least they do bother at times.
And bcos of it I don't know how I filled up my schedule
Sun-Meet JD plus discuss
Mon-Meet SP,eve meet LJ
Tue-Temp free
Wed-Wushu but I wanna go intersch com!!!
Thur-Interschool com 2nd day
Fri-Yes still interschool com
Sat-M'sia
Sun-M'sia
Yes I going to have a week name WUSHU WEEK!!

NYP wushu video!!


It explains everything why I love wushu.

I said it

I made a decision, but how should I say

this had been my msn nick for days
simply because Im seriously sick for days
and is really hard to say.


May 17,07 I joined Kick-boxing,Bei Quan Dao
Aug 15,07 first grading
Oct 25,07 bqd bbq
Jan 31,08 I don't know this would be the last


Two CCAS to handle at once is too hard
while I come for both,I can't excel for both.
Im not a talented person in wushu neither in BQD
And I don't fit into a ''fighting'' aka sparring world
Accident in 2006 is a best evidence
Thus I chose the one that lies my love(not bgr).
One that I had been through for years
one that I can excel better
one that suits me more.


Nevertheless I am thanksful to all coaches,seniors and same batch peeps
for every teaching and funs we had.


Special Appreciation to the followings:
Shi Fu
I still remember the one and only conversation
Maybe not much of teaching but SHI FU you really rocks
as one who master wushu and BQD
thanks (:

Coach Jason,
For every teachings and nonsense
You make me understand more for each movements
thanks (:


Dillion,
Yes the forever make people jump man!
but he did help me alot I must say
thanks(:



Marcus,''daddy''
Yes die die I also won't forget how he ''parrot-ed'' me
and how I wulumalu became his ''daughter''
and his mouth of a reporter
but I can't deny he's another after Dil that taught us alot
super thanks huh!=p


Blind person,Kai Sen
Yes I said I wanna complaint about you one
but how would I,my president so ''good'' one
my missing m&m
this kind of president where to find? BQD
And can always bully one!!
My dearesr president touched?You can always get me youknowwhat
haha super thanks =p


Ex blind man,Zhen Wei
Not so easy to bully,and always complain-ing
He and his never ending craps
And his most man cum unman acts I will remember!
but he taught me alot
& he's always there at the right time
remembering the slightest unknown
super thanks =p


Dingli and Shermin,
My 2 training mates
thanks for all ur endurance in helping around
and I really had fun with you girls
super super thanks (:


Yvonne,Jasmine,Ya Wee and Shermaine,
super fun group of girls
who acts more like guys!
thanks (:


and yes if I don't mention this person
I guess the whole world would don'tknowwhat
the number one rumour,but I can assure you
this is totally not the truth


Yi Rui,
the runaway of NYP
the usual fights
the never ending bickerings
the BBQ day
all bcos of two characters daisy duck and minnie mouse
but still Im thanksful for your existence
at least one good reason
is teaching me to tie handwrap,and not forgetting tying for me
and those were the time I really felt you are a good brother
and the time when your hand became the padding
but due to some idon'tknowhatosay stuffs
things changed
but still a thousands thanks


And of cos I do remember
Long ge,Simon,Jia Yuan,Ronald,Elsie,Felicia,Say Eng
Ghim Yap,Marcus,Boon,Isabelle,Velarie,Xuan and some..
thanks (:


Not even a year in NYP
typing this make me realise that I have many many memories
orientation,training,grading,bbq...
I can't have the best of the world
thus there are always sacrifices
But these sacrifices will become precious memories
Those that will be cherish dearly
Leaving is a pity,but I know it will be for my own good
NYP BQD always hold a special place within
I will continue to support you guys!spiritually


good bye my passion.

lady luck is shining on me

The long awaited results is finally out
Yes and I been so hardworking to check it at early morning
Cos I was too lazy to check it past midnight
But for any worse shock I saw online was the email
All the ''whys'' pop out, those excited mood for the day is totally shattered
but am glad that things turn out a different manner in later part of the day (:
Checked the results
Am (: for the first time ever I don't see any Ds in my results (:
even the most anticpated D for internet and web
turn out to be a B (: ,can really awaken me
and for the worst grade of last term stats turn out to be a B too(:
and for other modules I think I had meet my own expectations
so lucky lucky I got into retail management
and Im going to be in the same class with couples of BM0713 and
the good news is with you!!
Went back NYP early for the wushu meeting
became the temporary/training secretary with my ''notepad''
Discussed about club crawl and camp
Super regrett that I was unable to join camp =X
Missed out the funs and bonding session
but still hanging out with the team,you would feel you are part of it (:
Training was harder for me since I been MIA for donkey sessions
My bones nearly give up one me!!
Then continue to learn dao for coach Guang Yao
I could sense something is different
but I've no means of doing anything to salvage it :(
After training, coach gave us a short lecture on basic movements
boring as it is but definitely useful (:
then went to keep back the weapons,the girls got extra ''vision''.HAHA
Mac-ed awhile but I couldn't have any food due to my sore throat
and learned many ways to cure it like drink salt water,honey and on..
but lesson to learn: cannot one time use all!HAHA
then walked to station with Shi Ping and Jing Ting (:
and back at home doing my ''homework''
I know there a part where my language sucks.HAHA
Daddy brought back a good news (:
Alright I shall be going to get rest,before my throats kills me!

I've made a decision
but how should I reveal.

Teach me a way to balance work,family & cca

Am back from my lovely hoilday for days
but yet I have not started blogging about my wonderful trip
thanks to work,and for any worse case
I've been working since I reutrn,no rest =X
but compared to many other who doesn't have a job
I got to be lucky to have some income rolling in (:
& now I got to forgo wushu cos of work!!
Hoping to return asap,I don't want to be a fish
and I know human beings are going to nag at me soon
As for BQD,guessed that I would be missing it till don't know when
=X , or perhaps that marks the end
I really don't know
Alright I shall leave my fruitful trip and work experience
till my next entry when I would probably be talking on results also =X

time for HOLIDAY

I can't understand why does time flies?
Its a week and a day since exams ended
& I had not really enjoyed it
xcept for the outing with dearies
but I missed thier outing yesterday(I need $$)=.=
After a week of work-ing day
I declare Im free from work(at least for a week)
And Im so happy to say that I didn't see him at ALL (:
For one long week,He didn't hang out at GV yishun
Cos I could imagine my own f expression
Talking to J was fine,but I just don't need to see him
Speaking of work had allowed to see EX-lao gong frequently
and our topic would always be on wushu
It's so dissapointing to know that less and lesser girls are joining
For my year I BROKE a record for the only girl
now for the worst,0 is the number
& seems like OP girls team is not going to be formed in years time
Who could imagine the first girls team won 4th
for both events for their first competiton?
Yes this is our ''legend''
and I ought to be so proud to be part of this awesome winning.
& yes my long awaited holiday starts now
but since nothing is perfect
I can't have the best of the world
I would be missing wushu camp!!!
Departure date is just so nice to be on Mon,same day as camp
This is so not nice to hear
I miss my training pals
I miss wushu!!
& the chance to bully meow!!
Teach me a way to split myself into two