remainings.

Another hectic week is almost over.
Yes, my connection is still sitting at home rotting
I had been too busy to do anything to it.
Presentation and Mkt ICA are coming in the way.
Basically my everyday is faced with Microsoft word, editing and editing.
Life was dull, especially on Monday and Tuesday
Expected.
But TBS presentation went smoothly.
/10 I got it!:)
Wednesday is usually the day I would smile more,

not school hours,but after 1.
Went for SCM talk with shi ping after the meeting for wushu camp.
Yeah right, I goanna be a debt chaser! whatever!
So wushu peeps,you better pay money on time.
No worries no pig head on your doors but my constant nagging will do.
Then lunched/dinnered with her, joseph, han xing and chong ming.
Basically we were eating and waiting for the next person to eat. Hahs.
We were on the topic-height.
And Im so ______to tell them
You can find tall girls, average girl easily but not short one.
Lols, and when we left.
My case was proven; I was surrounded by 4 people
Who are taller than me, shruks!
I saw stranger at canteen, Im seriously wondering if he is
BLIND that he can’t see us.
Or basically I don’t exist in his world.
We could by-pass each other side by side
When we actually stick to each other side by side once.
Tell me what is this?
Stranger-Friend-Lover-Friend-Stranger
This is a cycle that will just remain.
Sometimes I really wondered if it still matters,
Often I got the same answer but there is just something that remains.
Memories.
And my memory of after our food was,we went to chiong our mkt project.
Me,han xing,joseph
And irriaters like wei chong and Dwayne came to noisy around.
The rest of the people are either sleeping/gaming.
Good life unlike us who only stopped half an hour before training.
Last training before grading.
Jin cheng came back after his MIA session
Im waiting for vampire promise.
Nothing special just that Eric was praising me,

but seconds later I got my direction wrong
And he went on saying:
‘Singaporean cannot be praised’
Im not going to commit the same mistake again

I want a good praise from coaches after Sunday grading.
Perhaps wushu is the only thing Im confident in.
A silver this time is like a must.
Honestly I can bang my head against the wall if I do worser than this.
Gold would be my target.
Compared to the past,the confidence is increasing.
Im happier and more relax training in NYP.
But OP is still my root.
After 2 hours plus of practicing ,homed.
Thursday,
Another chionging of mkt with lin juan after school
Not to forget editing hers one.
Jaslyn came by and we were helpful people who edited for her.
Then Yvonne came.
Left the room and met up with Wan Qi.
They are going back together,envy!
But I stayed behind for kick with Yvonne.
Kick was held at level 2 above north canteen,not south
Training without shoes,cos tatami was ‘stucked’ in the room.
Usual and cannot be usual stuffs did.
Plus the atomic bomb of ____,we trained.
Laughing at some stupid stuffs like
We kicked Jing Zhi ass!Hahs.
But somehow it wasn’t the same,perhaps cos bbm was MIA.
Good luck to him for his next 2 month
I guess I will miss his ‘bullies’ and nonsense.
The nosiest senior I ever met.
Kick gonna be so much quieter without him li-siaoing me and sher.
And I can concentrate on training more.

Thats a good news.

Yes provided the others senior citizen don't.

Speaking of that I got a problem with R

His eyes is basically sticked to the front

and he wouldn't notice other things around.

Chionged mkt and stat at home.

Im seriously deprived of sleep.

I slept soundly only around 2am.

&Im so energe-less today.

I nearly fall down twice walking.

Finally mkt ICA1 and stat quiz is over.(=

luched with the usuals.

and here Im with shi ping in the library.

The white blackies gonna train together later on our own,

how fun can it get?

I shall update on that when I get some connections ready.

Tml would be my dearest boy birthday.

2 years it would be.

Seeing him grow from a tiny baby to today.

He's running/hopping around.

It been pretty long since I last saw ryan due to school

Hopefully I would see him tmr.

and sunday would be the day.

JIA YOU to all whities,greenies,redies taking the grading.

we gonna do it!

especially the white belt 10 of us,we can't let Eric down :)

so for now goodbye.

Im back

Im back to blogging after a MIA of many days
Basically cos internet connection at home met with
Some freaking stupid idiotic problems.
Any computer experts help me please!!
Well days wasn’t very interesting without internet
I realized I been rather dependent to as a form of
Communication
And the second use to ____.No lah,not at all.
So my Monday and Tuesday were boring days.
Tuesday is mainly rushing to do Tbs Project
Screenshots and stuffs.
Msg by happy friend cheered me.=)
Days become slighty more entertaining when it come to
Wednesday
Met up with the girls for lunch and went to room to slack
Yes!I caught up with neopet is rather nice to play after so long
Thks Guo Jie and Wei Mun for lending lappy
For me to do my senseless stuffs.
Watched some anime,some were really THE.
But I like 5n2 and another one.CUTE la!
Training was focusing on grading.
For now Im comfortable with tan tui,but not gong li.
JIA YOU!
Then we had to da infront of guang yao!lols.
Thanksfully with experience there were no stage fright at all!
And a mini bday celebration after that
Happy birthday to ERIC,GUANG YAO and JESSEN
I think in wushu we are like celebrating bdays
Once a 2 weeks man,but cakes are nice la,but fattening!
We got a surprise planned.:)
Thursday is another tiring one.
Macro tut,basically hearing ____
Im totally shocked,I thought I don’t have friend in IT
But indeed I do,and man I need ur help seriously!
Training was not good,
Cos I got a cut in my left hand,sucks!
Okay that the only worst thing about it.
3 girls joined us,Jasmine’s friends
And it total up to 12 girls in Thursday group.
Cool!Listen up guys,girls are not weakling.
So don’t ever provoke us,esp BQD girls
But I think Im too fierce that I scare ppl that nvr come!
Friday
studying with Yvonne,Jaslyn and Lin Juan.
and they are busy crapping now.

Pictures of friday LPS outing,
I had not mention it was a change of plan.
Initally we planned to invade town.
So that I could get my cardigans
as gift from my dearest girls.
but due to some lack here and dere
we decided to visit lilian at LPS instead.
but conclusion is they still owe me present!!xp

Some friendship that never changes
four years in OPSS we were with each other
and now we are still hanging out together.
Yes,they say I look like some retard trying to act cute.
Im anyway,hahs,we never fail to suan each other all these donkeys days.
Jaslyn say I had reach the highest stage of
dao qiang bu ru,nothing ppl comment would hurt me.
but neither would my words hurt them
or it should be the case that Im lazy to start any argument.
''YOU GO DIE''
is my one and only favourite quote,simple and short.
but I don't mean it alright.
I don't bear to see my loving girls leaving me
yeah and guys too cos they are mainly the one who were quoted.
oh yes Juin Chyi is missing out here cos she is here
''boxed'' by me.and this is a sign of VICTORY!!
Shrucks,did you see my eyes are freaking small here =(
my saturday was just another boring day
collected my specs,and went to surprise dingli
together with juin chyi,bear & chew loo.
And of cos we succeeded.
She had been fooled by me twice in a week,
and everytime she blindly believe me.x)hahs.
alright I shall continue to bore out my pathetic sunday too.

girlfriends.

I love my girlfriends,
irreplacable loves.
I feel carefree hanging out with you girls
Wan Qi,Jaslyn,Jiun Chyi,Lin Juan.
although its kind of no sense to have
one of us waiting since 12 plus
and we only went LPS for a sumptous dinner.lols.
picture will be updated soon
including ytd outing with Juan Ru,Sndy,Sam,Chel
& birthday girl DINGLI!

Oh yeah girl,
happy birthday to you :)
I wishes all you dreams to come true.
& hope that you would have a loving year ahead!

I wanna hear songs on guitar!!
don't forget!

where is my missing m&m.
it had been missing for one week,since last thur.
so if anyone see it,
please return to me,cos it is EXPENSIVE.lols.
basically Im too bored&tired.
To continue to rot online doing nothing sensible
I choose the other path,sleep.
so goodnight peeps.

life's...

Had a chat with B.
Somehow Im confused with the situation Im in.
Is not bgr this time but friendship.
Or perhaps its nothing serious just that
I think a little too far.
We been drifting apart for no particular reasons
no fights,no arguement or what so ever.
But somethings unknownly is just slightly different.
Just hope that things will get better.
I cherish this friendship but Im a little lazy to
understand you
cos honestly you are unpredictable as life's.

& tongleii de tongleii
cheer up :)
our ears are always available
& there's no doubt you are a nice guy.

& I know Im drifting further from you,
and soon all my wishful thinking will be gone too.
It never meant anything in the first place.
and btwn us,there will forever be a gap.

my goal.

Yet another tiring day ended.

Its another hectic wednesday

when it meant freedom to others

it is CCA day for me.

& today in particular I was suan-ed by many.LOLS.

School was usual as any day,some point to note

:Mkt lecturer could actually rmb about my ''eye'' problem +_+

:Sam & Xiao Wei were the one ____ in macro lecture xp

:I could see myself really trying hard for something :)

School ended and project time started.

Basically they are just piling up higher&higher.

On hand we got TBS,Stat and Mkt,not to mention our own Mkt ones.

Its only the beginning of the fourth week

and Im already feeling stress Omg pimples are popping out again!
I think Im going to be some ugly freak soon.
My specs,Im quite bei guan now.
Met up with the rest at clubroom and dinner-ed.
The roti prata was not bad lah,at least it kept me full
& yeah its cheap,now is budget time.
I need to saving up $$$ for SHOPPINGS!!!
A big thanks to Jiang Da for pointing out my silly mistake
that I had been making since the first day we learn glq :)
& of course for our model for video,
yeah that inculdes skye!Scissor paper stone!Hahs.
Today training was abit different.
I was the first one,lols,so means whatever I do
Coaches sure see through and yeah indeed.
Wei Han asked me to go lower for xuan zi,
and guess what,I ended up FALLING to the floor!!
That was super funny,I was like flying off to ground.
Then at last I finished my glq,which I really thought
I got a long way to catch up cos I missed last week one
So now the crucial thing is to MEMORISE and make sure
movements & stuffs ''flow'' smoothly.
Eric aim was among the 10 of us,3 to get gold and the rest silver
& Shi Ping one is 10 golds.HAHS.
so mine is a GOLD!
yeah and this is my goal now!!!
okay I shall say Jeremy is better than YR,cos he doesn't bully girls

& in fact he is pretty easy to li-siao.Hahs.

Im getting foresight that my prediction for future

especially for wushu would be somthing I will be facing in years.

Btwn career and passion,I think the answer is obvious

And yet many times we hoped it could be oblivious.

Once I chose studies over wushu in my O years

resulting in a year lack of practise,so back to nearly square one.

It is indeed,my biggest defeat that I could no longer split.

Especially since that time I sort of overstrained my right leg.

I wann my splits back even if it means pain.

No pain,no gain!

It been so long,and yet.

Sealed with despair,I hope one day

we would be able to be real friends again.

Im ready but are you ever willing?

Some feelings are just so contradicting.

Wo men do mei you zuo,zhi shi ______

UGLY froggie

nO!nO!nO!

I dread the fact that Im going back to my old style
= wearing spectacles!!
went to check my eyes and lenses today.
the outcome wasn't good,my one and only permanent lens
is UNCLEAR,should not wear it often.
Aunite suggested that I switch to monthly disposable lenses
but it would be incuuring at least 20 per month
and Im so broke.
So I made a spec instead which I now regretted.
I think I will turn out looking like a si yan tian ji mei.
faints.
So friends,be prepared to endure a little froggie from next week.

I gave myself a little break from works&tutorials.
catch up with Op dearies.
We are even discussing plans for next year birthday celebrations.
One gonna be up soon,Wan Qi & Lin Juan ones.
See girls Im so good to advertise for you all.xp.

Im looking forward to friday x)

Future.

Monday is no better than Sunday.
Anothe boring day at school.
Nothing much interesting happened,
or perhaps Benny foresee was rather.
He said I would be a nurse.
Hahs,maybe its time to think about my future prospect
since I always had the idea that I would be left on the shelf
so I need to feed myself and depend on myself for everything.
& I told dingli that I wanted to join NI-GUNESS!!lols.
But whatever it is I don't think you can ever see me
wearing lik a white angel,working as a nurse.
Okay for now this is my plan,hopefully it will come true.
Graduation at 19,persue further education
which is not so highly possible,3.5 GPA for Uni entrance.
I guessed I would be working at some not so famous company
and endure life till Im somewhere around 25.
& open a shop =)
& HOPEFULLY by then I would find my lifetime partner.
I think getting a boyfriend is the issue now.
But wait till ding get hers first cos I wann my KFC treas.lols.
then a lasting relationship would come after.
Please for goodness sick,if I ever get a bf,tell me die die also must last long
I think I had been cursed lah!
Okay then I can happily get married.
& perhaps go on a sweet sweet honeymoon.
Let me enjoy a few years of loving life with my hubby before
I would become a mother.lols.
But this is definitely before 30.
& happily raising my babies,seeing them grow.
and by then I hope my one tiny shop would be 5.
At 35 I hope to continue my dreams,
wushu & kick-boxing
how realistic it is to be continued after my working life
Im sorry to say it's hard but I would try.
I wann to achieve black belt in wushu by 21.
& hopefully able to survive in BQD and get one by 25.
And by then I would be a strong woman.
No man,no die.
what a good back up plan.Hahs.
but I do wish to wear a princess like wedding gown.
so please marry me.(idea from mocca.com)
and Im laughing non-stop in front of lappy.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHS
okay I shall feed my happy happy smiles now.
I joined facebook and I adopted a fluff friend.
How fun can this get,I don't knowbut I know
my profile is dead boring!!

new skinny.

After a few days of borrowing dingli skins,
I finally had time to find one for myself.
& after a long long search of 2000 overs.
I decided to use this,simple&sweet.
I would pray hard,no virus/bacteria would attack my blog again.
& the culprit is always me,myself and mine.LOLS.
Sunday are never fun days.
Cos is homework day,but gladly we only had 3 tutorials.
That explains my free time to searh for skins.

I've been thinking alot,
who is the one that held that place within.
but the answer seems so far and yet near.

Contradiction.

K box with my sher sher & ding ding.
We can't see enough of each others.LMAO.
That wasn't the actual plan of course.
Due to some freaking miscommunications
the supposed main lead did not turn up
& this meant we are going out again soon
This time round I would use black&white paper
to make sure the cat agrees :))
Hmm,as usual we sang a tons of songs.
From our usuals to bao bei dui bu qi.
Damn cool man,we are fans of oldies.
Hahs my all time favourites;
baby dui bu qi
hao xiang yao
shu dao wu
chi xin jue dui
and more..
& due to my beloved OP girls influence
I sang
and went eating pasta mania again.
I guessed it was due to

my gift for Justin(credits to him)
erm not dustbin that makes me wanna to finish the food
but the idiotic who I thought suits this gift alot too.LMAO
then went shopping around
Im a good girl who spent only $1.30 on a notebook
I wished I could get 10 of it la,the designs are nice.
I want to know what love is.
Then chilled around and crapped.
I don't know how many contradicting stuffs I talked again.
Im the most contradicting human on earth.
I seems to be thinking alot on ____,but yet little.
Is like a pretty nine side game.WTH!
Homed and went suppering with family.
The prata place,food were quite nice,or should I say
cause it was with them,my dearest family.
& Im now the xiao zhu of the family.
Cos Im tootpid,clever.Hahs.

Every corner,I would see a different story.
Somehow I missed that saturday
But I doubt I meant anything.
All but a friend.

Friendships that never fades.

Alright I shall spare my poor readers from my endless rant

or maybe some part of today were seriously unpleasant

that I don't wish to remember.

But I know of thing for sure I won't like to be a organiser next time.

This is not the first time I felt this way but after many many.
What more there is two incident today.LOLS.

Alright these pictures would do some talkingBirthday boy & me,he is only a year older than me and yet like to say Im
XIAO MEI MEI
lols,but still thanks thanks,hmm for the invitation :)
My illicit affair.

Hahs,one of my best working buddy lah,my another IDOL!
cos he is a JIA JUN ZI!!
But we are definitely did not do this,which is what ANDY said
LC when you are thirsty.LOLS

My best working buddies,like what andy said,
it's a kind of fate that brought us together after like nearly a year.
Basically Justin invited almost all RAVEN peeps for it
but mainly like me,andy,melson,ben turn up,kar wai is MIA.
and me and my 2 buddies had a great chat.
talking non-stop for the two super long bus trip and at the pit area.
I really miss working life.
I know where both beautiful and yet nightmare memories are.
But still Im thankful that I know these friends.
Though we might not meet up often,in fact
this is our only meeting btwn me and guys for the first time
after each of us left the company.
But some bonds don't break,our experiences brought us together.
Guys,I look foward to future outings with you all.
But please find places that toilet are easily available
cos I don't wann to see _______ scene again.LMAO.
Alright my bed is waiting for me.

bbf,
supposed 4.0 mths.
I hope you are doing fine.
& lasting long
I would only rmb you 2 days in a month.

& to BBM,
PLEASE take care and rest,your DOTA won't run away.
some miscommunication we had,but still
I wanna let you know I really hope to fufil what I said.
An outing with you and friends.
PM:Though I wanna bash ur face!

a new experience

Somehow today was slighty different from any other thurs.
Yeah I know it is the start of a new month,November.
Had we even realised this year is passing by too fast.
That in another blink of eyes it would be a new year.
But today is just different.
Initally we planned to go for a run before it,
But Dingli was unwell due to female problems
& Sher who was ''well'' didn't went for kick-boxing.
But I did,cos I find no reasons that I should since Im living&kicking.
So I joined Xiao Wei to find Yvonne and company
Then went to find Yvonne(BON) and company.
They are reading/doing their works,no wonder all of them
are 3 pointers and the best is 3.88.GOSH!
I think I better reflect on myself.
Then dinner-ed at south canteen,saw kai sen.
I mistook him as __ __ that they were saying lah.
He's a nice senior citizen today,cos like finally I got my m&m
and he helped me to get my drink.=)
Then went for training,weewee we skipped the jumping parts
But not fair la,Yvonne sabo-ed me to gorgeous for the bending leg thing
& Im in pretty pain,mind you not much warm ups were did.
But I must say her hands are real smooth
Then xuan came along,we partnered.
FUN lah,I didn't bully her,she is so cute fall still can laugh.
Then tied our hand-wrapped.
I don't think anyone can be as dumb as me
who don't know how to even after lik 3 lessons.
So this time it was coach JASON who approached me
and taught me a new way to wrap it.LOLS.
then left another hand,MARCUS was around.
then happily he tied for me.
And kept niam niam niam.HAHS.
Each week there would be a different person who will
teach me so I don't know when would I ever learnt.
I want to learn it fast before YR gonna say me as a piggy!
Hmm then we had to do the punch and kicks on seniors
Out of 8,I was laughing for 6 times at least especially the first few
cos is either Yi Rui who is doing stupid tricks
or is Ronald,KS or even Simon and Say Eng.
Keep make me laugh,Kai sen damn idiot la
My left foot is slightly injured thanks to him!lols
Then physical trainings,pretty tough.
Homed,I miss my cliques lah,with them we would be
running/jumping/hoping around on the way.
Without them. 3 of us were like dead corpse.
Though YR never fails to bully me by scaring me.
We walked the separates ways,he is like supposed to
reach earlier than me,but he didn't lah.
I nearly went back to look for them,only to see
two idiots behind me.
ARRGH and he go take my wallet away.lols.
I prefer to see the ever noisy him although
he would be too irriating that I would ask him to
SHUT UP!
but quiet him like today is damn sian.
So YR if you are ever reading this I think you need
to hit a balance between.Hahs.
cos you know a ever mam-jiam me x))


Sometimes I wondered if you ever know how I felt.
I hate to think myself as a subtitute.
Though you said you prefered to talk to me.