Wednesday, November 7, 2007

my goal.

Yet another tiring day ended.
Its another hectic wednesday
when it meant freedom to others
it is CCA day for me.
& today in particular I was suan-ed by many.LOLS.
School was usual as any day,some point to note
:Mkt lecturer could actually rmb about my ''eye'' problem +_+
:Sam & Xiao Wei were the one ____ in macro lecture xp
:I could see myself really trying hard for something :)
School ended and project time started.
Basically they are just piling up higher&higher.
On hand we got TBS,Stat and Mkt,not to mention our own Mkt ones.
Its only the beginning of the fourth week
and Im already feeling stress Omg pimples are popping out again!
I think Im going to be some ugly freak soon.
My specs,Im quite bei guan now.
Met up with the rest at clubroom and dinner-ed.
The roti prata was not bad lah,at least it kept me full
& yeah its cheap,now is budget time.
I need to saving up $$$ for SHOPPINGS!!!
A big thanks to Jiang Da for pointing out my silly mistake
that I had been making since the first day we learn glq :)
& of course for our model for video,
yeah that inculdes skye!Scissor paper stone!Hahs.
Today training was abit different.
I was the first one,lols,so means whatever I do
Coaches sure see through and yeah indeed.
Wei Han asked me to go lower for xuan zi,
and guess what,I ended up FALLING to the floor!!
That was super funny,I was like flying off to ground.
Then at last I finished my glq,which I really thought
I got a long way to catch up cos I missed last week one
So now the crucial thing is to MEMORISE and make sure
movements & stuffs ''flow'' smoothly.
Eric aim was among the 10 of us,3 to get gold and the rest silver
& Shi Ping one is 10 golds.HAHS.
so mine is a GOLD!
yeah and this is my goal now!!!
okay I shall say Jeremy is better than YR,cos he doesn't bully girls
& in fact he is pretty easy to li-siao.Hahs.
Im getting foresight that my prediction for future
especially for wushu would be somthing I will be facing in years.
Btwn career and passion,I think the answer is obvious
And yet many times we hoped it could be oblivious.
Once I chose studies over wushu in my O years
resulting in a year lack of practise,so back to nearly square one.
It is indeed,my biggest defeat that I could no longer split.
Especially since that time I sort of overstrained my right leg.
I wann my splits back even if it means pain.
No pain,no gain!

It been so long,and yet.
Sealed with despair,I hope one day
we would be able to be real friends again.
Im ready but are you ever willing?

Some feelings are just so contradicting.
Wo men do mei you zuo,zhi shi ______

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