Appreciate senses

Went home,and as usual waiting for my bus 169.
And one lady approached me and asked for my help
To tell the guy when 169 is here.
Whats so special,the guy is at most 2 years younger than me.
Average looking,nothin much stands out of him
but he was blind.
Kind of sadden me,he's so young and yet he can't see the beautiful world
though the world and reality is pretty ugly sometimes.
I saw how he board the bus,telling the bus driver to alert him when its his stop
and seating down,he couldn't see
so He didn't know there was someone siting on the seat.
Yeah blindly seated,but of course the person moved in.
If he's not gonna to,I would curse him.
I can't imagine one day if I wake up to see my world all black.
I wouldn't know the way to school,or even around my home.
I tried to close my eyes and alight the bus,but no
Im frighten,there's a fear within me.
And this is not even half of how they would feel,everyday.
I wouldn't want to lose my sense of hearing.
If you had noticed,I have a tendancy to stand on the right
cause my left ears can be said as deaf,I could hear very softly.
so peeps forgive me if I can't hear you.
It would be even more frightening if one day I can't speak
OMG,whoever who knows me even for a day
should know how talkative Im.
I need communication to stay alive.LOLS.
but my communication range does not include
so strangers who like to approach ppl in friendster or msn.
honestly they sucks and some are damn irritating.
Recently I got to know someone who is my brother friend
of course he did not told me this,he was 22 and married with kids
and yet he's acting 18 ''jioing'' girls in msn.FREAK.
I did a fair bit of revenge by sending him his very own pic.
So he got nothing to say now.COOL!
but sometimes we tends to play too much.
But they do deserve it,like WL.
disgusted is the word to describe,and dingli make me laugh
with their freaking conversation.
sometimes strangers can be entertainers too.

All I need was little care.

It just don't listen

Maybe if you are blind you wouldn't noticed(sounds familar)
that my current skin is actually DINGLI & YVONNE one.
why?
cos blogger is not cooperating,not listening to my command
maybe I should follow sndy and use live journal instead.
but for now let me just lend their skins for a few days.
Im seriously f* up with blogger and blogskins
cos they are both LAGGING!

Just had a yummy dinner with family
nice steamboat and tempayaki :)

alright I should start doing some work
before I get into trouble.

Its either a start or end.

Complications leads to nothing

Itchy hands of mine caused my blogskin to be
CORRUPTED!!
so I had to change a new one.
this is for temporary,endure!

I don't like it pretty much too.

Finally.

Yes,like finally I got title for my blog,sound pathetic right?
Yeah,thanks to SNDY who helped out a meanie bit.

congrats congrats,finally passed it ,like I told you
you would pass,let look forward to Dec :)
You gonna bring me around this tiny S'pore right?

and for kind informationS,
I didn't hold that idiot(mimi) hand lah!
see what you see may not always be the truth.
As he said.Im stalking/backstab him
WHATEVER!!

hmm I wann to wish my beloved ANGEL
''HAPPY BIRTHDAY''
yes,we gonna have fun tonight

Oh yes don't ever talk to S,you would end up talking to more ppls
instead of 1.So I ended up like 8 more contacts in _______
which used to be a few tiny cats!!

goodbye for now,
back to TBS lesson :)
I don't know why am I so happy now.

Yeah I received the pics for DINGLI and Im uploading all,
including the most stupid pic ever,or should say the most misleading pic
so DINGLI don't complain that I upload this pic of urs.
Its better than mine okay

Xuan,me and Ding Li

Gor and meis
Zeh & Mei
Yeah this is the most ** pic,like I wann hold his hand lah,

I was laughing like mad when I saw this.

What a good DINGLI,she basically take everything la,

even when I tried to sleep,but too bad the goldfish eyes scared her.

Okay back to statistic tutorial.

Btw DINGLI got a ** secret!

Yesterday,

Met up with XIAO WEI & SAM for a lil shopping.=)
But this time round I didn't got a big reward,
cos my money tree refuse to give me any more money.SOBS.
But still I got myself a dress,for KAREN'S WEDDING.
I wann more dresses,so that I would be more SU NU!!(as if)
Than chilled around AMK,eating at the sumodon'tknowwhat place.
Hahs,so cheap lah,the food dere.
And its edible,not that bad as what SAM said.
Then met up with YI RUI&YI XUAN.
and he was complaining&complaining cos I had to bring XIAOWEI to ____
so this idiot went ahead to the bus stop,opp AMK hub one.
I was wondering:thought SAM said it was the other one?
and know what?
We took the wrong 76 bus lah!!It took us a big tour around AMK
and got us back to YCK.faints.
so we decided to take BUS 13,which wasn't a pretty good choice.
cos it was a long long journey
that we slept,slacked,chat,crapped around.
Heard many stories of YI RUI sec school life.,he damn funny lah!
And after super long hours,we finally reached east coast.
The bus passed by so many places like bishan,eunos,even geylang senai!
and mind you take bus 24 from AMK to g.s would only need around 40 mins.
Whatever,then we walked a long way to find the pit.
Funny lah,we passed by a baby who was crying.Then the mummy was saying
"Don't cry,don't cry"
YR bastard go say ''guai baby don't cry'' to me.WTH.
Again,we were hitting each other on the way.
We even got an invisible line,Hahs.
Finally we found the pit,but XUAN dragged me to the beach instead.
But I din't get into the water yet.Hahs.
Crapped around while waiting for YVONNE and DING LI.
I got piggy backed :)
but ended up MARCUS took me up like a parrot.
and I just tried to pull his hair!Super funny lah.
Im a victim here man,I got bullied by the seniors citizens.
I could easily name the usual 5,but is getting more.
Even when I did nothing.I got said.WTH.
Then finally my beloved DING came.
Ated abit,then went around to play.
And the girls were ''thrown'' into the water.
Thks to culprit lik MARCUS,JIA YUAN,SIMON...
that not the worst,I lost my shoes lah.
So we went searching high and low for it,but we couldn't find.
Cos we didn't search deep.
It was found in the midst of sand.Faints.
Hmm slacked around,there wasn't anything nice/fun to do
except to slack and li-siao ppls.
And I think I need more specs at night cos
I could actually thought I saw ZHEN WEI taking out ''yan''
but he took out the most UN-MAN thing-tissue.
But its the most useful lah,cos clean away the sandy sandy sand.
Cabbed back home with DINGLI,YI RUI,YI XUAN,GHIMM YAP.
we were lucky cos 5 person can take cab leh.
and they were saying cos I small ma!LOLS.
pictures would be uploaded soon,they are with DING.

Perception may not always be reality.
But at least Im happy with you around.

I don't know what to say or how can I react.
hormosexual
and the worse is I know him.
faints,and what more.

Another one big summary,
But Im so sure this would be a shorter and duller one compared to the last.
cos is much much boring and lifeless.

Wed
Me,sher,ding & sam invaded VIVO and had fun dere.
even at the part when we met with a irriater.
She is damn disgusting lah,remember a show by Guo Fei Li
Chou Nu Da Fan Sheng.
She not the babe there of course,but the ____
I don't think I need to spell that out.
Not trying to be mean,but is her character and behaviour
that makes us think she is ______
For her acts refer to sam&ding blog.
I think they did a pretty good decription.Hahs.
Back to our shopping trip,
we spotted many nice nice tops&dresses at rather affordable price
but the wallet says NO!
maybe sat trip to SAM friend dere would pu chang for this.
Went back earler with sher,Im a good girl who goes for CCA.
Im happy over some lil things :)
We were drilled for grading,some more to go
to complete Gong Li quan.
But as ERIC says remember all,I did not.
Jia You xD
Hurried home for dinner,Im hungry,last meal was at 1 okay!
And my day ended with what bear said
last call.

Don't give up a dream
For someone not worthy.

Thur

For lessons,I can't recount if there is any interesting stuffs
xcept for me dozing off now and then cos one word BORING.
I learnt a lesson,don't use big fonts in msn!!
Irene gave us a early dismissal like usual.
We got too much free hours.
So we left our heavy burden at the gym room lockers
and went down to bishan pasta mania for dinner.
Wasted $2.20 cos I left my card in my bag,so blurred of me
But I guessed Im not the most among us xp
Ated my usual,but this time was rather special.
Cos I managed to finish them all,cheer for me alright.=)
Or maybe cos I don't wann a nagging.
Kick Boxing was not any better.
Marcus second role is a investigater,he is damn noisy la!
and bryan was not any better,I demand my choc!
Others were the same.
I got a new mei mei,Xuan.lols.
&Im baby sitting her on sat cos of a irresponsible brother of hers.
So maybe I should conclude he failed as a brother.

Fri

On one side,there is a lil regrett for not going back OP
cos is Mr Low last day in OPSS.
Happy Retirement :)
but on the other hand there was classes so one choice got to be forgo.
So we went for lesson instead.
Im going to marry YVONNE!lols thanks to ZHENWEI arh.
these two lamers!
I got no life seriously.
Slacked around with XIAO WEI.
I want many many dresses&tops!
trendyfashion,shop lah,miss dainty
I wann to invade you!
Okay I shall get back to slacking.

Yes like what dingli tagged.

I think Im turning into a tiny lil pig soon.

eating,eating,eating

is in my schedule

I ate Big Breakfast with dingli,and we saw sam.

Special reminders for BN,tml lecture is at 9am.

Don't turn up late nor early.Hahs.

Break time means eating time again.

We were laughing and laughing when sher took the class pic.

Basically they were teaching me how to smile.

but in the end this is how I smile

Yeah basically the same as normal,so this is naturally not today me.
I got ugly rings today,EERR!Like a minature panda x(
After all the funs,we went to lesson.
BORED,bored.
And there homeworks.
Know what,we(me&ding)saw Mr Low,our beloved principal
and I went gaga over him,just shouted them to help me pay for the notes
& we ran to find him.
Its kind of pity,he is retiring this friday.
He's a good principal xcept that he nags too much.
"Orchid Park is a crime free school"
I learnt this by heart/hard after four years.LOLS.
I will miss you Mr Low,
and of cos OPSS.
Homed,I think Im a bit high lah.
Try to do ultraman,spiderman,superman stunt!!
so funny xDDD.
Went chong pang to get my daily contact lens.
Cos I lost my left permanent lens on thur.x(
Got ice kachang&potato soup back.
Ated dinner,there's soup today
Ilovemummy soup.
And I went to slp!
Woke up and did my work.
& ate again.
yes Im such a PIG,or mouse.

&Im looking forward to tmr,
outing with dearies.

I got no life.
This is my typical until cannot be typical routine.
Eat,Sleep,Study,Slack.
yeah right Im basically facing my computer doing nothing.
All tutorials done,and Im in no mood to do any revision.
Im even lazy to scold people,like the whoever darlingurl
who could actually said she don't know what Im talking about.
For goodness sick is obviously copied.
Don't tell me we thinks the same way,I will puke right now.
Tell me whats is OMPD.
I guessed she just blindy copy paste it.
Ridiculous.
Whatever all I hoped is she to remove it away
as a basic respect for others.
Maybe it was cos that post held a memory,somethings that I wished to forget.
So I wouldn't persue on anything.
And now I knew I could sense him around.
School was not any fun/exciting today.
An hour plus of POA tutorial,she is way better than our former one.
Thus we got almost like 3 hours break
lunched,Im going to make it a habit to finish my food
No pimples on my hubby face,thankiew :)
Then we booked a room in the library,and so called "studied" inside.
Another 2hours of boring lecture of stats and off to my no life life.
Bye I got to slack somemore.

W,take care.

I want a bday cake like this

no doubt is Burger,fries and a drink.
and I wann jelly like this

Im so deprived of childhood that was what I told Mum
and I envy Joey and Julian cos they got Such a pretty pink horse.And we hadyummy cakes andthat William gor brought over from his biz trip
I think dere is a trend that peoples love bringing donuts from overseas.
Mon,lyon brought them from KL,now from hongkong.
Hahs,maybe the next would be from Australia or where.
This was my yesterday,Joey Bday celebration.
So I forgo my party world sessions with girls.
In return for a day with goodies food.
Which resulted in us,jogging at 11 pm
to get rid of unwanted fats.
Im determine to do more exercise!!

Today,I would praise myself.
I did my homeworks from 3plus to 8plus.
So Im a guai girl.
And this shows that I got a no life life.
Whatever!!

Let things goes as it is,
if it meant to be mine
it would be.

I should use one skills that I learnt
and it was the only component that I would pass in English
that is SUMMARY of my few days of MIA period.

Tue

We got TBS again,
this time round I gonna work harder
and not get a pathetic D anymore.
As seen in couple peeps blog,we went to lyon house
for our cookies sessions
and trust me we are successful,quite yummy :)My tang-yuans.

I stood up from where I fell.
I gonna be a happier girl.

Wed

Lesson was real short,good good.
So we went to botak jones for lunch.
And I got a big big portion of carjun chicken that I can't finish
but it was nice lah!I wanna go dere again.
Last minute arrangement,gor drove us to mama house
cos they went to bring Ryan.Cool cos he actually
mopped the floor,more like playing lah!
He is forever so cute,and I love him more each time.
especially when he tells me I love you.
Then went back NYP in bus 72,I finally knew it took so long.
Training was not bad,but everything is so not to standard
I need to improve alot alot more!
And 3 fishes,namely me,bread and guo jie came back
to our lovely coach eric.LOLS.
But at least we learnt gong li quan till the same pace as the rest
So its still alright for grading at november.
Toopidity had caused Jessen to remember that he saw me
I told him the truth,I went jurong to buy flour
and he gave me the most irritating expression.LOLS.
Idiotidity had cause Jeremy to not tell me the 5o thingy.
and he gave me the most WHATTHE conditions to know it.LOLS.
no wonder YiRui and him are best friends.

Thur

Lesson went normal,it can't be any better than
a early release by Ms Irene who would teach us something more.
so me,sher and ding make our way to
globetrotters
and dinner-ed there.
I didn't waste food,at least for this once
cos I ordered a kids meal.LOLS.
maybe I should get mum to bring Ryan dere one day.
Training as normal,but good thing is today timer
changed,not dilion is Ronald.
So we didn't do that much jumping jacks.
LC did the stretch for me,cool man,real stretch.
And I realise she got super smooth hands
The rest were the usual stuffs.
Nothing much interesting,its getting boring.
Hand wrapped my tiny hand for punching,ARRGH
I think I better learn to do it myself before
YR complains that Im dumb!
but he is more dumb as a later incident can prove it.
A 19 year old guy,taking away my shoe and running
from outside Kou Fu to car park.
So I had no choice but to take off the other and chased him
like 2 kids running around la.
Thats not the worst,I crossed the road bare feeted
and was thrown into the grasses.
Bloody Bastard Monster I will revenge on you!!
and I won't let you and the rest of seniors citizen bully me.

Fri

Irene lesson was not so bad
we need to send an "email".
And we took ever so long to write it
but I think this kind of lesson is better
simulates our thinkings to biz.
Than had our last lesson,stats theory.
She is the only teacher that I thought is friendly
so far,TBS of course lah.
Gotta buck up more =)
Since we were released so early,not even 1
me,sher,xiao wei shopped around AMK hub
and this is our lunch from new york new york
me & sher shared it,yum yum
and we are going AMK for more soon.

Our usuals acts.And there's ghost in the first pic!my reward for today.
I didn't get the one which say "Life is not fun without you"
cos I don't think life is not fun without him but I got this instead cos of the words
"happy happy happy smiles"
this means that I would have more happy smiles
compared to happy happy smiles.another one that me and ding shared on Monday
that explains why 50cents can buy us a happy happy smiles.
and doing good deeds at the same time.

happy happy happy smiles.

Im so so not free to update.
Yeah right,thks to the fact that school had started
and my ever so packed schedule
plus there are two super duper irritants in my house
who always snatch my lappy for no good reasons.
I don't like it.
Proper updates got to wait till tmr or maybe later
during IRENE lesson,its her again.
Today timetable is the the worst you can see so far.
9-4 plus BQD is 9-9.
A full 12 hours and more to be stucked in NYP.
Well wed was not much better just that I got a long long break
before wushu starts.
Yes and like finally I went yesterday after those MIA session,
Eric says 3 fishes came back from the sea.
And I can know why Jeremy and Yi Rui are best of friends
cos they are simply too alike in ther freaking funny way.
Faints,I gonna face them for a long time okays,
they are both my seniors.
Okay I shall prepare for school now.



Some truth dawned me again.
Like Im to know them all now.
In just few days,I lost them all.
I learnt a lesson,
one that hurts me,but taught me to be a better person.
And like before I would forget them.
Cos they aren't so worthy of my precious memories.
But I though,it meant the other way round more likely.

Cookies session :)
Sleepy lesson :(

I choose to face everything just like the beginning.

okay thats all.

You know what?
I just suddenly feel like saying this

Thanks for always being there always,24 hours you are just a phone call away.

This especially applies to

Bear,I bored out today noon and he called to listen to my usual craps.
Ding,she make good of her promise and called me,but as usual she the is the first to surrender
Gerald,I bet you were sian-ed with my old grandmother stories but BROTHER thks
W,some sillyness of urs just make me laugh.Don't forget you said you would call me when Im sad.LMAO

and not to mentions my dears friends who were with me.

My life won't be dulled cos of you.
I would make it as colorful as I could.
& I won't be the naive girl anymore.
Serious,since my eyes are so big,I would open widely
and search for my better half
I won't ____ again.

& 50cents can bring me a happy happy smiles.
and no doubt to dingli too x)

My first day of semester two wasn't great
It all started from last night,I didn't sleep at all.
To the extend I asked gerald to company for breakfast at 8.
If you know me just a bit,bet you know I would never wake up for breakfast.
Thks brother,for being dere listening to my endless rants.
My pasts was a regrett,I promised myself my future would not be.
Met with ding and peoples in school.
I nearly couldn't recognise zack,he is so muchh different now
and in fact at the end of the day we saw a old zack look alike.
As usual first lesson was POA.
It was better than enduring *** but most of us can't help
but did silly stuffs.
Only then I realised my register number was changed.
2 years and more I change my name,it wasn't really a change but
Corinne was brought foward.
Even in O level,nothing was changed.
In first semester when I entered NYP,nothing,no admendments were made.
And now Im just infront of Xiao Wei.
Is not the registers that matters to me but
my fate changed alot due to this changed name.
Believe it or not,I know this name cursed my love life.
Somethings can't be explained.
But I know it was cause of it.Pre-decided and it was till today
I read through everything.
Something makes it even worse later.
I saw kh with his gf together with my girls.
I don't know but I really don't feel good at all.
I don't like this feeling,I know I had given up on him
But why,when I used to know H got attached with his countless gf
I always say trust me within___.
But this time round it was totally lost,I lost my confidence.
Where is the yayapapaya nanacoconut Corinne who would go li-siao him
What more now I got such a good topic to.
But running away is never a solution for me.
He's gone forever.And I jus gotta accept it.
I knew I would be fine soon.
There many questions that I wanna ask but I lacked the courage.
Im afraid I would hear the most hurting words
Im afraid once I fall,I would never stand up again.
Im afraid.

Thks to all who stood by me giving me support
Trust me in no time,the playful corinne would be back.

I got to be happy for him.
He found his love,
Ni yao xin fu.

Maybe its just too sudden.
The past is just months before.
But I accepted.
I know my future would be a better one,
and I know you would give me your blessing as I did.
Our silly&sweet past will be buried somewhere.

But now who gonna eat the cookies.
LMAO,I prepared it for all my best friends leh!
Thks bear&dingli,though I didn't say it out.
But thanks for being there.
Craps that we hear almost everyday but still
it cheered me up.
In fact,its nothing.
Its over,and from the day we break.
I knew we can never be together again.
So why sad.Hahs.

Wo mei ni xiang xiang zhong de chui luo
Dan wo ye mei you ni xiang xiang zhong de yong gan

I don't want to be forgotten.
No matter how's future ahead for me,
I wished to remember and yet forget you.
My only hope is to wish that you would remember me
and send me birthday wishes on my bday every year.
That would be enough for me.

Just like tmr is the start of semester 2.
It would be a whole new journey for me
Without you I would still be myself.
And I assure you
Corinne would be happier.

Im still left with half a day for all my
enjoyments and slacking.
yeah right school is starting tmr
and Im not so looking forward to it
though I would love to see the noisy BMners.
and have fun with them.
Couples of us already set tue for cookies session.
Im going to have a rather packed week
even though is just a beginning.
Mon-school reopen
Tue-cookies session
Wed-Ryan visit & Wushu(I swear they would complain abt my MIA)
Thur-Kickboxing
Fri-outings with Wan Qi(most likely)
Sat-KB/PartyWorld
Sun-Do my bloody homeworks.
I promise to do better and be more hardworking.
So peeps you can you me on either wed/fri for activities
like outings&kbox and nt to forget STUDY!

and off I go to prepare for school
I must finish my why why love today!

and most importantly SLEEP EARLY.
I smsed Women&all Number 2 goodnight at 5am.
Hahs,Im getting alot of pretty wierd nicks for friends.

My words are not so accurate afterall.
It didn't come true.
Thanks for giving me a little dream sometimes
You filled me with laughters&smiles like they did.
Little surprises and messages.
I would remember them.

Work has finally ended for me.
Yup full shift of work from 4-6.30,
I don't mean pm but am.

And Im still super hyper trying toadvertise for TAI KONG sour sop .
Its no doubt my favourite drink now.
Hmm work went alright.
But as usual I showed attitude when Im too tired.
I simply threw the drinks around.
And this girl here when she want something means she wants.
I walked 3/4 of g.s to look for choc sticks
but I can't find any,so I got
I think it will taste yummy :)
Ytd I made the worse silly mistake ever.
There was this middle age bald uncle walking infront of my stall
And he was using those youknow eye looking at me.
I thought,kns what a lao ___.
He walked into our store and talked with mummy.
SHIT la,he is my 5th uncle.Gosh,I could misunderstood him as a ___.
Who ask him look at ppl cannot look properly.Hahs.


I left memories behind.
Perhaps this way it would be better.

Im just too Corinne,
the girl who accepted the happiness and rejects the sadness.
This applies to my daily life
and most importantly how I understand people.

Ytd was a special day,on the bad side
I had a talk with someone,a dear friend.
Who told me I have changed.
Im too ______.
And yeah indeed,I thought through many times recently.
But I refuses to admit it.
Im no longer the girl before.
Two major issues would have been the cause of it.
Time would heal everything,
and perhaps I would change back,
or become a better corinne.

I would learn to understand people.
I would learn to be a better friend.
I would learn to not take everything for granted.
I would learn to love someone wholeheartedly.
I would learn to appreciate,that would beat all others.

This was what someone dearest to me taught me,
but I learnt only when he left me forever.
Afterall,I always refuses to admit one thing.
I don't know you.
I only know you as a boyfriend,I only seen a side of you.
I have seen you as a wonderful one,but not the whole you.
And I know I would never have a chance to know you again.
Is a regrett that till now I found silly reasons
to explain why we aren't together.
Or perhaps we wasn't together at all if we would to put it bluntly.
Its too short for us to know each other.
Infatuation,would had been a better choice of word.
Yet I believe it was love.

Like what a friend taught me today.
People are different when they met with different people.
So I went on thinking..
When is a person real,when is the person fake.
Can I choose not to know???
I rather believe that people are true in their words and action.
So I think and believes that
not all guys are jerk/idiot/bastard
and not have ___ on their mind.
I looked around and I know there are many nice ones around.
Is just that human beings(me & you) are too choosy and greedy.
We set high expectation and standards.
We would prefer number 1 to number 2.
And cos of this,I lost someone.
I feel we were both number 2 in each other.
Never the first,if not we could have been together as a happy couple.
If you give me a second chance,I would do it.
But somethings once gone are forever gone.
Perhaps they would be the one and only time.
Perhaps not,how am we to know.
No one is perfect.
I would like to have a bf who is a mixture of
B,E,L,H,K,T,W,Y,Z
this is IMPPOSIBLE.
I call this day dream.
To accept flaws is what I need to.

& the most impt thing for me to learn now is to
SLEEP EARLY.
its 4.47 am,time for bed.
nights.

perhaps forever is not forever.

Another late night maraton.
somehow today,yesterday to be exact
was rather special.

brightens up my day.
but hor,I stated and definded
isbut still thanks :)
the fake ah beng.
You are more than what I expected.

Kickboxing was okay,the usual stuffs.
and the min I saw Marcus,I smell trouble.
True enough,he bullied me.
Daddy bully nu'er.LOLS.
Thats what he self-proclaimed,that I look like him
and to the extent coach jason.
I went lols.
I got a new belt,cos mine was too small
so went to get another.
while waiting chatted with Shi Fu.
He know coach also,I mean Chen Su Zhen.
Our nan quan hou and he told me she was
a pretty babe with good shen cai in her times
I went wow.I miss coach.
Her teaching is no doubt stricter than DeWu and BQD
but I miss her training!

And I passed YR the cookies,that explains
the greasy on tuesday.
I was baking cookies.
I finally knew what is xin lian xin.

the nicest one,owners appreciate alrights.
Completes without the bday box.
I hope each and everyone who gotten this would liked it.
Cos is made by corinne,who sucks when she enters the kitchen.
Alrights is my first attempt so you guys and girls
better don't complain.LOLS.
xin yi + cheng yi + ai xin = corinne amos.
but a pity

didn't came.Hmm take care of ur leg okay.LAOYA POK!

and LYON is 18th.so HAPPY BDAY!

and YR I wann my choc!!

The last alphabets hurts the most.
I changed too much.
It won't bring me to any happiness.
Time would reveals all.
Im thanksful your answer was no.
I don't like to be a subtitute.
Perhaps for one min,one sec
I did fall for you.

Im tired.

but I know I won't sleep any earlier than 4 today

as usual.

I got a pretty bad habit.

which I got to change

cos

"sch is reopening"

as quoted by sndy.

I would only steal kisses from him.
Not like dingli,stealing first kiss always.Hahs.
My little boy,I yearned that one day
I would spend a whole day with you.
Iloveyou.

I diagnosed myself with an illness
doing things out of ordinary.


& HAPPY BDAY to cockroache!

today is a oil-y day.
and I feel so greasy all over.
and it last till 2 am and more.

sorry lyon,you don't have the honour of me
going for ur bday
cos Ryan is coming back,most probably.
so I got to forgo my outing with BMners

alright back to my stuffs now.

sincerety is all that matters
I hope to see smiles.
loves always.

I so so miss my Raven peeps.
Contacted the peeps abt Justin BBQ already
task done half way.
They needs reminders for sure.
then the cutest CAB ask me call him.
ANDY!!
and we crapped around an hour,if I never tell him
Im going out,he won't spare me.
Cos he is slacking and rotting at home.
So funny lah,he forget the ppls name le.
Tok to him,can vomit blood.
eer,IVAN saw me in NYP.
grrrr,please please I don't wanna see him.
and Im so surprised they remember me
just a msg that Im corinne.
my dearest MELSON replied like normal.
and RENDA my idol
I wann see him again when school reopen
and I wann to see XIAOYAN,
you owe me many stories alright.
and BLURR JOLEEN,who really another one who can make me vomit.
I miss my raven peeps.

I removed my bloglink from friendster.
and I guess my email would soon to be to.
Eer today again another horny idiot chatted with me.
This time is a 33 years old one.
And when they know you are just 17
they would ask this.
Do you mind?
Come on,do you think you guys are gonna be our bf or what
friends friends la.
You all think real far leii.
And he said girl around my age loves to hang around with him
I feel lik replying
cos you got a real hot car,I think they are after that
not you.
Sorry Im too sacarstic.
Cos he don't have the looks,come on a 17 falling for a 33
how many can be out of true love.
is inheritence,fame,money,car they are after
thats more likely to be true.
oh but maybe for this case is SEX,
cos he went on saying
those girl like my long hard dick
and they like riding on it,bouncing up and down and screaming like crazy.
So I guess you could imagine my expression
laughing non stop.
Alright those 16 and below should not read it.
Cos he think that sex above 16 is okay.
Mayb I should say all man which excludes boys
around our age,at least they won't ask you in
your one and only conversation
Are you a virgin?
asking this is not the point.
They would proceed to ask more LOL things
is like they wanna to know you
cos they wanna be your bfs.
or should say lovers as what this guy said
lovers
are those that just meet for sex.
Disgusting fellows and turning off them is FUN.
Or perhaps is the way they think
more open-minded.
Ohh Im a lao gu ban bah.
yeah right.

but I think some are still nice souls.
okay I shall get prepared
Im going to do it. =)

Slack is my day today.
Woke up with an idea.
But I don't think I will do it.
Next time maybe.
Is either the left or the right.
Front and Back doesn't seem realistic.
I did my housework today.
Only to realise that I got alot alot of clothes
so for temporary I shall not buy any.
Hahs,than slacked online.
OMPD applies today,ate with ah bear today
slacked at cp
which is not causeway point or center point
but chong pang.
Then bought mai ya tang back home,
and rotted with it.
Strangely human beings like to question about this.hahs.
Congrats to zhen wei,kai sen,say eng and samuel
for their winning @ tui shou.
Cool!I wann to see on thur lah.
But 3 of them so funny la.
Raving Rabbids is cute lah,yup like me :)
and someone is bhb lah,jealous ur head
and I plant CCTV on you so I gonna know ur every moves
even when school reopen.
And speaking of that the new timetable is out.
Monday is alright,earlier than last sem.
Latest ends at 6.
Tue is okay.
Wed,what the end at 1.I got wushu only at 6 lah.
So toot,GRRR.
Okay I gonna study during the free time.
Thur okay bah,end at 4 got time for rest before kb.
Fri is the best,1pm and skul ends.
Means freedom,I can go out :]
and this reminds me that i had not done any meangniful stuffs
except shopping this holiday.
and perhaps knowing a few more friends.

alright I said I would sleep early.
nights.

Twice this week,the same dream.
A dream whereby Mr A talked to me.
It was a nightmare throughout and it would be
if it even happen in reality.


Is the two of them,yeah right.
The left and the right.
I need to straighten out my thoughts
seriously.

Sex is what every man had on their mind.
this is what a 28 years old uncle taught me in msn.
And I turn him off,fun lah.
He could bloody tell me that he found my email in friendster
the funniest thing is I can't find his profile
what a joke.
Im having thoughts of removing my email from there.

And bye I got a job from justin to contact Raven peeps.
so BYE.

Mirror,mirror in the wall.
....

I guessed we all heard this saying since young.To me,
What I perchieve of myself is more important that what others do.
Perhaps the other way round.Contradicting is my new friend.
To me Im just an ordinary girl that you would pass by without noticing.
But perhaps my height stands out,too short to be seen.
Or perhaps in miles away you could hear me,thats why I don't tell people secrets.
Human loves praises,even if they are just out of kindness
like what my twinsoul said.But still these white lies would bring smiles on me.
Or should I say Im naive,I rather believe in something good than bad.
So I believe in them,so Im pretty good friend,cute.
That what she says when you are not pretty people would say you are cute.
Cute or pretty does it even matters.
Ytd at work place,the malays next store said I was jante(sorry I don't know how to spell)but it meant pretty lah.
So I admit that I faked than say I don't know malay,than the guy explained
means very very pretty and I was smiling whole day.
Yes this is how silly/naive/dumb/toot Im.
and when do I hear ppls saying me cute,on thurs when I go kb.
There would be this YR who would like to say this to me and sher
you all very cute leii.
and we would go diao.HAHS,this thurs M also said tt.
I went lols,and another friend said that too.
So in conclusion Im a pretty cute girl.
If you are going to vomit now or thinking that Im BHB,BB read further
cos wo hen ke ai,
ke lian mei ren ai.
Thats my favourites quote since the day I knew it existence.
But now this quote brings pain.
Not cos of the part that nobody wants.
NO MAN NO DIE,but is this ever true to me.
but panda edited the words once.
Boy,sometimes I thought did we ever really was together before.
Was all those promises lies after lies.
Had you ever loved me truely.
but I chose to believe it was true love
which couldn't withstand challanges or should I say
a fated ending.No matter how much I can change for your sake
I would never be a christian,Pei Yi onced used almost 8 months
to get to go for a chruch activity,Im not saying christians are what.
These are purely my thoughts.
One day,many years later I know I would look back on this
as a happy memory.To me you left sweet&pretty dreams,just like a
fairytale.
To put it out straights my expectations are not high and Im easily contend.
And cause you were the one who really put your heart into wooing.
Another wierd logic-A hunk would not put in as much effort as a normal.
So you are not a hunk lah,but to me you are.
Qing Ren Yan Li Chu Xi Shi.
Not that perfect but you are my Mr perfect.
I used to crack my brains to think of reasons to say you.
I found reasons like you dumped me,you don't want me.
Good reasons indeed.
I miss you .
but feelings faded as you told them to.
and now is all memories that is left.
I need a better future!


And I don't know why Im blogging this at 4.17 am
I told peeps that I wanted to go lala land.
yeah right,Im on the way to become a crazy.

and good luck and JIA YOU for
peeps competing tmr. =)

The next time,
when we go PARTYWORLD
I tell you I must sing
7 duo hua songs.
& count to 5.
tootpid lah,didn't get to sing them
but still today K session was great.
yes especially when our JASLYN TAN finally came out with us
after elephant years.
and our mouse lin juan sang today.
Its a miracle man!
Great time we had,SUANING each others
this is what we never fails to do each time we meet up.HAHS.
and not forgetting our gossip session
which includes our husbands into the conversation.
Mr Luo and Mr Wang.
so funny lah,mistress/wife/ex/divorce
I went laughing on and on always.
You girls rocks.
Than we went for makan at 925
on the way dere Wan Qi was telling us how Yishun would develop into
in 10 years time.
Yishun is a wang di then,and we would be 27/28
I expected most of us to be married/attached by then
and Ms Chong gonna be a mother of 4.HAHS.
Im so so wanting to see Wan Qi,Jaslyn,Jesline & Lin Juan 1st bf.
Even more than my own.
Hahs,Im sure they gonna kill me for this.
then as usual,chats & chats.
I got this condition for my next bf
he must be higher than 170 at least
I tell you Ms Ler I gonna snatch away all ur potential height guys.
hahs,that her logic.
no tall guys for me but NO WAY I gonna listen to her =p.
and according to Ms Chong I need to learn how to walk properly on heels
to get bf.LOLS.
what kind of logics is this.
and somehow I wondered why did Mr Hong ....
maybe you are not that perfect but still I think you are
at least to me.
Among failed relationships,you are the only one
I would want to last long.
and let mum&dad see.
You never knew this right.
Its all too late,so the only thing I could
is to wish for a better realationship the next round.
and hopefully mistakes won't repeat.
I need a happy future!
and the pictures would bring me smiles.

I don't need emo to be my friend
neither do I want Ms F to be my friend.

Im finally having a off day on sat.
Yipee,but not going to BQD as planned.
I got a date with girlfriends of OP.
Pretty girls I miss you all muchy.
It been monkey years since we last met up.
Though we are all now in NYP,and even some the same course.
Nevertheless you girls will always have a special place standing
Wan Qi,my twin soulmate
Lin Juan,the kind girl who always give in to me
Jaslyn,my longest friend around,you go girl.Know what Yvonne in BQD is her best friend now.
Jesline,I wouldn't survived without you in sec 3&4
Lilian,though we had not been seeing each other but I miss you lah.my 1st friend in OPSS.
Pei Yi,ms sotong no 1,O is here you better buck up and JIA YOU
Shi Yi,optimistic is a better way out alright.Jia you!
Joeen,the girl who refuses to take pics with me.
and yes not forgetting my aladin who is joining us today.
expecting the whole group,NOT of cos.
hahs I better prepare
bye peeps see ya later.

ytd.
once in a blue moon,
chatted
with 3 online friends.

Ken,as usual PLEASE lah,tell me I can disturb him
but reply like tortise.
Hahs,when can you change ur habits.
and yea I caught you on that day.

WJ,not AWJ lah.
okay someone owe me chocs again.
hahs.hello my new friends.
like benny says he wanna meet new friends.
hahs,me too x)

and Xiao Xin
He don't even know how he got my email
when he doesn't use friendster.omg.
so hahs,and tt not his name lah.

and my last chat was with ks
hahs tootpidly kena cheated by me.
YES!another one who owe me chocs in BQD.
ah pek gave alrdy but not the original one.
YR,I don know why is there such a dumby who don't reply me anything
but just goodnight.
I demand my chocs!if not next thur.HAHS.
and last but not least bryan.
zi tou luo wang
and ding is going to say me for
cheating guys chocs.hahs.
thats me,
I gave a new name to myself
little miss choclates =)

today,I knew it
its either my family or this 2 who would wake me up
ah ding and ah bear!
hahs,as usual lunched @ cp.
no wrong place again.Did I mention a few days ago
I went cp instead of 925.
yes that cor,little miss blurr!
than we went novena together cos I nida transfer to bus 21 to work
today work was so sian.
I could practically doze off.
but msg woke me up.
After donkey years,I got a reply.
But than I asked myself why did I ask in the first place.
I don't know.
Instead of slacking,I walked the whole of geylang senai.
I think if I had brought my $$ along
there would be none left.
anyway Im broke again!
after my shoes expenditures.
I think I would have another shopping time soon.
continued work,mummy so HAHS.
She con my hp cos I was buzy smsing.
I went laughing,she is Ms Soo number 2.
and yeah indeed she is Mrs Soh.
hahs.
alrights enough of my rants.
but I wanna ask who is Johnny and ICE TAN??
I do wished it was ying liet though I know it couldn't be.
than who??

okay now finally
good nights.
sugar/spicy/sour/bitter dreams as what Im supposed to have.
hahs.

Im getting high over shoes.
I got 5 pairs in just today & yesterday.
but they were good deals.
from 5 bucks to 1o thats the pricing.
these are the news shoes I bought this holiday.
thats not all plus a slipper and a plastic shoe
10 set of new shoes.
I am getting a fever that what mum said.
I nvr liked buying shoes and here
I got myself so many pairs!

this is Corinne,

always contradicting herself
I don't think I know what I wann
all I know is my smiles won't fade off
even without my boyfriend/boy-friend
yes,no man no die.
yes contradiction again.lols.

kickboxing today was HAHHAS
marcus came after missing for don't know how long
even when finally YR did not li-siao me
this idiot came along.
and when he walked beside me crapping
you see this scene
Daddy and daughter.LOLS.
cos he is so TALL compared to me.
Im not primary school lah!
training was LOLS.
but I managed to carry sher who is 14kg heavier than me.
I guessed this is an achivement at least.
mingled with the girls.
jasmine green tea
the forever noisy Yvonne
Isabelle who returned finally
and all.

I saw kh,though we didn't chat
cos he was in the room
I don't think he even knew I saw him.
3 months and more had passed
did you even realise?

Once I thought you could give me everything
but you took it away,perhaps this was a better choice
even if we had got together we knew
we won't last,history would repeat.
well prettyboy I hoped you would find ur happiness.
cos I know you are not my happiness.
and its waiting for me somewhere.
my unknown happiness.


last but not least
YR bullied me as usual.
until I get my chocs,Im not going to say a good word abt him
=p

happy 3 friends.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to

the best mummy on earth
who nags pratically everyday
and knocks me up for lunch.
but still ILOVEYOU all much.
cos you are my precious mum.
Mrs Soh.
hope you enjoyed the dinner last night
and liked the gold necklace gor gave.
and liked the way your BIG SOTONG is
and liked the small sotong

losing way even in S'pore.
I guess Im the only one who could do this.
corner with surprise!

okay byes for now,
Im going out.
and yes I got 2 pairs of shoes
WOOHOO.
I blog everything under the sun
thats what my gor says.
so pretty soon I gonna crap abt him
my LOANSHARK!!

Board games = FUN
I never thought I could play them for 4 hours.
Oh yes,ytd me,dingli,rachel,benny,lyon...sndy&xiao wei came later
went playing games @ SETTLERS.
6 bucks plus free flow of drink = worth.
hahs,no doubt we were the most noisy group around
and yes the main culrprit is Benny.
he so funny lah!wen jie is a ......
and how do you guess the word "mother"
from the word f**
lols,I think he is the only one who could think of this.
and benny has a big ____,fill in yourself.
the players.

and we watched underdogs after that.It was not too good though I likes dogs.
I wann more movies!
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the followings,
Im not going to wish everyday on my blog
so let me do this once and maybe for all.

1 Oct-Ah lam and Wen Chuan
3 Oct-Chel and Justin
4 Oct-MUMMY and chia sin
7 Oct-Bok
8 Oct-Cyrus
11 Oct-Yi Rui and pearlina
12 Oct-Lyon and Han Qiang
15 Oct-Yen Nee and Kah wai
17 Oct-Ser wei and tissany and David
18 Oct-Gerald
25 Oct-Jesline and Xiong
and xiao hui on ??

I wishes these peeps all the best and their dreams to come true.

We are drifting further.
It meant nothing in the beginning.
Neither at the end.

My day =
watch tv,
online,
msn,
eat,
and nothing else.

I wann eat chou dou fu!!
but the q is so long.hahs.
came back from chong pang
ated my late dinner with ah ding and ah bear
as usual talk talk
yes Im awaiting a great day tmr x)
outings.

the journey had just begin,challenges are set ahead.
but I know I will face it all
alone
and make it through

perhaps to see my sunshine again.

Turning to friends and family members for advice is always a good idea,
but ultimately you'll find the answers inside yourself.
Right now, you are the best person to resolve your problems.
What you need to do is to have an honest internal talk,
a real down-and-dirty conversation with your inner self.
Find out what you really, truly want.
Then everything else will become obvious.
The answers all lie within, so have some faith in your own way of thinking.
.
.
.
.
Im going to talk to myself today.
Recently too much thing happened.
What do I want exactly.
I don't know,is all running through and judgling around.
When I started thinking about my darlings
negatives about that day just struggled me
but yet the positive of W&J loosen me.
We been through alot till we got today.
I would like to cherish you guys as before
but maybe not that the same.
Its a good thing studies is not bothering me now.
Cos its holiday but Im not totally happy
gonna chiong harder next term
Working with family this holiday,yes chel
thats is my father's stall =)
I finally realised why Im into this course.
I may not be a totally cut for biz
but I know Im born for it.
At young age of primary 4,I started helping out Dad
earlier age I did but the memories faded too much.
I still remember I wrote in a chinese journal that our chinese teacher told us to
I wrote I went to bishan to sell new year goods
so my teacher edited my word
of mai to mai!
I went LOLS.
Having experience in F&B,hp accessories,car accessories and many
I know I would be my own boss in future.
No way Im goin to be stucked in office listening to my boss command.
But perhaps in the first few years I would have to
I need capital!
Biz is not so easy as playing a game,is more than you ever see.
When we see another person selling food we thought it was easy
Only when now we sold,we knew how difficult it could be.
Preparation,cooking,display,packing and stuffs
When we have not earned,we had spent $ and $ on equipment already.
So this is biz,high risk always.
And so what gonna happen to all those things bought after the end.
Into our storeroom,I got lots of wow things in it.
You know those weighing machine that runs by digital
I think we had four and a BBQ small pit.
So I got a tootpid idea that I gonna organise a party.
And yes when I see my dad,he could qi huo in minutes and they last for hours.
For chalets and BBQ I been to I always eat raw food!
Enough of biz,I know I got much more to think.
Today is the deadline of 10 days.
But sad la,it did not came true.
But Im glad I got a x) thursday.
I saw all that I wanted to,my not so hunk de hunk
Old man who owed me chocs for countless weeks
and yup it was just a happy thursday.
alrights
I should do silent tinkings on my own now
bye.
lols

I hope you din see it,it was all a misunderstanding
but
I also don't know.