Monday, October 15, 2007

My first day of semester two wasn't great
It all started from last night,I didn't sleep at all.
To the extend I asked gerald to company for breakfast at 8.
If you know me just a bit,bet you know I would never wake up for breakfast.
Thks brother,for being dere listening to my endless rants.
My pasts was a regrett,I promised myself my future would not be.
Met with ding and peoples in school.
I nearly couldn't recognise zack,he is so muchh different now
and in fact at the end of the day we saw a old zack look alike.
As usual first lesson was POA.
It was better than enduring *** but most of us can't help
but did silly stuffs.
Only then I realised my register number was changed.
2 years and more I change my name,it wasn't really a change but
Corinne was brought foward.
Even in O level,nothing was changed.
In first semester when I entered NYP,nothing,no admendments were made.
And now Im just infront of Xiao Wei.
Is not the registers that matters to me but
my fate changed alot due to this changed name.
Believe it or not,I know this name cursed my love life.
Somethings can't be explained.
But I know it was cause of it.Pre-decided and it was till today
I read through everything.
Something makes it even worse later.
I saw kh with his gf together with my girls.
I don't know but I really don't feel good at all.
I don't like this feeling,I know I had given up on him
But why,when I used to know H got attached with his countless gf
I always say trust me within___.
But this time round it was totally lost,I lost my confidence.
Where is the yayapapaya nanacoconut Corinne who would go li-siao him
What more now I got such a good topic to.
But running away is never a solution for me.
He's gone forever.And I jus gotta accept it.
I knew I would be fine soon.
There many questions that I wanna ask but I lacked the courage.
Im afraid I would hear the most hurting words
Im afraid once I fall,I would never stand up again.
Im afraid.

Thks to all who stood by me giving me support
Trust me in no time,the playful corinne would be back.

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