Mirror,mirror in the wall.
....

I guessed we all heard this saying since young.To me,
What I perchieve of myself is more important that what others do.
Perhaps the other way round.Contradicting is my new friend.
To me Im just an ordinary girl that you would pass by without noticing.
But perhaps my height stands out,too short to be seen.
Or perhaps in miles away you could hear me,thats why I don't tell people secrets.
Human loves praises,even if they are just out of kindness
like what my twinsoul said.But still these white lies would bring smiles on me.
Or should I say Im naive,I rather believe in something good than bad.
So I believe in them,so Im pretty good friend,cute.
That what she says when you are not pretty people would say you are cute.
Cute or pretty does it even matters.
Ytd at work place,the malays next store said I was jante(sorry I don't know how to spell)but it meant pretty lah.
So I admit that I faked than say I don't know malay,than the guy explained
means very very pretty and I was smiling whole day.
Yes this is how silly/naive/dumb/toot Im.
and when do I hear ppls saying me cute,on thurs when I go kb.
There would be this YR who would like to say this to me and sher
you all very cute leii.
and we would go diao.HAHS,this thurs M also said tt.
I went lols,and another friend said that too.
So in conclusion Im a pretty cute girl.
If you are going to vomit now or thinking that Im BHB,BB read further
cos wo hen ke ai,
ke lian mei ren ai.
Thats my favourites quote since the day I knew it existence.
But now this quote brings pain.
Not cos of the part that nobody wants.
NO MAN NO DIE,but is this ever true to me.
but panda edited the words once.
Boy,sometimes I thought did we ever really was together before.
Was all those promises lies after lies.
Had you ever loved me truely.
but I chose to believe it was true love
which couldn't withstand challanges or should I say
a fated ending.No matter how much I can change for your sake
I would never be a christian,Pei Yi onced used almost 8 months
to get to go for a chruch activity,Im not saying christians are what.
These are purely my thoughts.
One day,many years later I know I would look back on this
as a happy memory.To me you left sweet&pretty dreams,just like a
fairytale.
To put it out straights my expectations are not high and Im easily contend.
And cause you were the one who really put your heart into wooing.
Another wierd logic-A hunk would not put in as much effort as a normal.
So you are not a hunk lah,but to me you are.
Qing Ren Yan Li Chu Xi Shi.
Not that perfect but you are my Mr perfect.
I used to crack my brains to think of reasons to say you.
I found reasons like you dumped me,you don't want me.
Good reasons indeed.
I miss you .
but feelings faded as you told them to.
and now is all memories that is left.
I need a better future!


And I don't know why Im blogging this at 4.17 am
I told peeps that I wanted to go lala land.
yeah right,Im on the way to become a crazy.

and good luck and JIA YOU for
peeps competing tmr. =)