Beginning

Lags of 3 days post.
Im back.
Yeah I got a self proclaimed FREE study day tml.
Though it will be added with some ....
Finance paper.
Its really sad to say I couldn't manage well.
Cos I really did studied.
Well hope I can get a pass!
To me when calculation matters.
Give me a D and I would thanks you!
then chiong project.
Tues was Jap Oral
Everything went so well
Xcept we got to be tested again.lols.
Cos we did lesser.
And yeah finally after almost 6 months
Or more to be counting.
I met up with Bear.
Had lunch then crapping.
Somehow those day memories came back.
Especially yeah.
Back home for a rest and continue to chiong.
.....
Stress, is the word.
And some bit of lost and stunt.
But I will try hard, try my best.
Jia Jun,Zheng Yu,Bing Shun, Jia Yuan.
What do I want?
This question once again was thrown to me.
I know my answer this time
would really be relevant to my future.
And that is why I won't answer so fast yet.
Wed.
Seriously I dislike project works.
cos end up I have to do what I do not need to do.
Not once but always.
Shrucks. Really thanks Celest Aunt.
Then presentation.
Dead can. =x
Ended went clubroom slack.
Wanted to study but tired shrudded me.
Early training.
Hmm I got to make sure I don't commit
the same mistakes again.
Is coming in 12 days.
Some training then off we went to find Shi Fu.
Did our stuffs and all.
Then back to training.
I know this is not the best.
I know this is should be improved on.
But will I be able to?
Hopefully I can.
This competition.
I don't aim for medals.
The pressure that I used to face.
Is now different.
What I want to do now.
Is to really train my best
and do my best for competition.
Fa Hui dao shui bing.
Jia You!
& to all my NYP wushu mates.
Jia You! Exam coming.
Com coming.
Is hard but we can ping de!Haha.
& yar of cos to PK seniors also!xp.
Okay time for slacking.
I know after today
I won't have time for it.=x

Bf-ing

I wanna pass my BF!
Wish me good luck (:

My priorities are
1) Studies
Main exam is coming in two weeks time.
One last week of chionging project.
I hope I don't get a breakdown.
2) Wushu
Its almost 1st to me also!
16 more days to the big day.
All training dates scheduled and adding on.
My first national.
After a rest of 2 years.
The 11th routine, the first traditional one.
I wanna do my best
& not let myself down
& my coaches esp youknowwho.
3)Family
We can spend our time together only after 1am
For a meal.
This is so short but so sweet.
I miss my Ryan.
4)Friends
My wushu buddies our movie gathering next Sat.
Though its near exam already
But still need some relaxation right.Hehe.
My Raven buddies, our date would be soon
After my exams hopefully.
My OP girls, always with me
They are the one who stood by me no matter what.
Even vainityindulgence doesn't matters
So for anything else please do not bother me
I repeat please do not bother me
and If that sentence
& me just happily finding entertainment for myself.
Than Im sorry.
Cos to me,the whole thing seems silly.
When there is nothing at all.
This is the way Im, if you don't like it.
If you think Im saddist.
Be my guest.I have no opinion over it.
And
Once matter stops means end of story
I don't need you to be bothered with me.
Thank You very much.

Funny day.

I seriosly typed a essay on Thurs and Fri
but maybe blogger don't want to show the content.
Hmm but I shall do it one more time.
Thursday
Nearly wanted to bang my head against the wall.
I lost again to .....
After all these, I learnt to depend only on myself.
Friday.
One submission of report
One presentation of marketing management.
Is all over.
Thats a call for celebration.
Met up with Lilian,Lin Juan and Shi Yi.
The always beside me one also got go la.
Had a nice lunch/dinner with them
It been long,almost a month since we gathered.
Each busy with our lifes.
Yeah at the fact that I see Qi till sian liao.
JK,I still love her.Ops.
Haha.
They are one group of people
who I know I can trust on. loves.
Presenting to you my best friends.
Group pic after our heavy buffetWe ate more than these okay!
Nice nice I wann more buffet xp

The 3 smilers

Me with Bday girl,lilian

Yes is me me me!
Duh can, my eyes are like panda!
Okay then we parted ways.
No town trip or what.
Cos shou xing got work me got training.
Met up with Shi Ping went Novena
Waited for Jing Ting.
Worried sia.cannot late cos
Boss say....
End up is true la!
Then we went PK find YY.
He taught us pha.
lols Im not musically/dance/art talented.
Thats my whole conclusion
After 18 YEARS.hAHA.
then continued to train pha.
Till they left, trained glq.
Thanks god I got a strong hard.
Shi Fu nearly scared me.
I turn behind he was standing there.lols.
Then yeah...
Stress.
After lesson Shi Fu droves us to makan.
The noisiest seniors are bullying me on the way!
Cos I smallest!
Haha then talk talk.
Listen to shi fu..
Kind of felt wierd cos yar you know.
But I know is something I got to adapt to.
Way to go, is just a beginning.
Homed by train.lols.
I conclude.
J.W.W.H
are noiser than me.
For the whole trip.
They are talking endlessly on magic cards.
Sorry to S.
Postponed the movie trip.
Hoped we can all make it on next sat.
Though I know it gonna be a hetic day for me.
Saturday.
I been a good girl to be
bf-ing
not boyfriending la.
but business financing.
I need a pass man.
Okay then slacked around in msn.
Was talking to YY.
Ended up I travelled and look for him.
& ended my next visit there would be next Sat.
In a way is good.
But means I would have lesser time also.
Sacrifices has to be made.
My dreams!
Yeah then went to find gor
In hope to catch his car back.
BUT he say he cannot!lols.
Sian can.
Okay enough of my boring day.

Bcos is human beings nature

Hey Im back.
I survived with only 3 hours plus of sleep
From Thursday till now Fridat 12.41 am!
And Im more awake than Haha.
Okay some recounts of the week.
It been so hetic since Monday.
Monday.
As said I ponned BF tutorial.
Took my EFMA test, gone case 1.
I actually knew the format
but I didn't apply it in the right way.
Thats so sucky.
Than met up with emo guy.
Who waited for me for hours.
Just to guide me, thanks buddy (:
Sometimes you just find people
who would help you w/o any complains
while others who would .....
Then went for rehearsal.
Sian-ing.
Learnt some new things but
my hands can't coordiante can!Haha
Okay than back @ home
Stonning.



Tuesday
Sch is just a day of bore-dom
& yeah you know what
I FINALLY knew retail is to be handed in
on Friday 12pm!
Good right means I need to CHIONG.
While waiting for W.W
I bought a pink adidas bottle
To me is so sweet and cute.
Though Wil says is not worth for $$.
Bleah =p
while they are busy playing magic cards.
I was doing my SWOT,so guai.
Saw B.
Just felt wierd, one of my x-seniors.
Training time.
Was in front doing warm up.
Thats not the best.
Was taking the young kids with JY.
I think I sotong can.
Its not a easy job seriously.
But they are cutes lah.
First experience always not so successful.
I don't know why I make them do some stuffs.
Even I can't do.
Got to change.Haha.
Break.
Usual stuffs then went to find JY.
Can't imagine how next wk.
To handle 4 of them!
Kids are so cute and yet so ....
You really need to catch their attention
which is not easy.
But I'll try my best!!
Seeing the big ones doing.
I thought is aint that hard.
By having experience, I salute to them
Is never easy.
Way to go Corinne.
You know it aint going to end now,is just a start.
Then backed home to chiong my ICT&project.


Wednesday.
Yay I passed my ICT.
Not a A or what but Im happy can.
Cos I made e effort to study even though
Im half dead already.
Performance.
Guessed it went alright.
Haha,and we took group picture!

Duh, why are my eye closed!
Okay photo credits to Chia Wei & photographer (:
Then went back home to get my uniform
the price is not good okay.
My uni is expensive can!
Ytd I spent $5 to catch a taxi to get it back.duh.
Okay then back to school for meeting.
Training, rather slack
Zhi wei's sick,so we have no stunts time!
LOLS,now I got tai chi style of GLQ le.
Can die!
Guang Yao explained to us the 3 wang pao yue.
Hope I can change it in time!
Jia you!

Study?

Okay Im here blogging
While lesson's going on.
Skipped school
My attendance's getting more prettier each day.
lols told myself study for efma.
& ended up.only a little.
I might as well get debarred.
Mummy says ' You qiao hao ke le ma?'
Damn funny can, I actually told her
I skip lesson, see Im a truthful kid.
LOLS.
But well,I hope I would pass.
Cos I don't wish to retain this would mean
I would q school.Yeah.
I know I could get good results if I do study.
Many times proven to myself.
Even w/o listening to class.
I could.
But now, I can't see why?
Im just studying for the sake of passing.
And I know I can't think this way.
I don't wish a PHD.
Poly Halfway Dropout.
Perhaps is a better way to understand society.
My life shouldn't be all about school right?
Yeah and it won't be I promise.
Alright time for school.
My aim is to pass efma.
Study Jap Oral with that stupid idiot who woke me up.
He more kan chiong than me can.
Guys, I know are the wierdest ones around.
BYE BYE for now.
Im saying this to myself.

Is me,me,and me

Lovely Sunday and yet stucked at home.
A typical question asked,
why you never go out?
LOLS I wished I could said Im going to.
But no,Im so stucked @ home
Studying,eh you believe.
You have to sorry.
Though I wasn't really concentrating
But I did tried.
EFMA I need a pass plus some marks.Haha.
Okay hit off with a quiz.
I seen many doing,
and so i tried.

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

See Im sweet,lame.Yeah I seriously hate conflicts.
& recently I've seen some ppls dunno trying to do what.


The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.


My life partner, not so serious I supposed.
Just someone who could live with the way Im.
I aint a simple girl next door.
Firstly beware of my wushu crazyness.Haha.


Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.


Mr Right says he'll come when it is time.


The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.


Im not that young kid anymore man.
Maybe the word r/s suits better than stead.



Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.


This sounds so wrong.HAHA but I do wish to learn as much as I could.
Maybe not so much on schools stuffs.
My main interest: wushu,business and fashion!!



The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.


Haha so wrong.
I told Mummy today
Is either I take over Dad job or I would set up my shop
Or be a ......
This new dream of mine!Haha


How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.


Of cos I won't give up!
Live life to the fullest is my motto



What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.


Perhaps this is me
Tell you more Im afraid of lossing my loved ones.
Im afraid one day I can't complete my dream


Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


It honestly depends on who you are.
I do act like a kids when its comes to youknowwhos.
I know I can be a young kid with them
Cos Im the youngest.
But when I turn my face behind
I would be another me.
Double face,maybe.


In life,
there's always a period of time
You lose motivation on everything.
And yeah I know Im somehow stucked there.
Incidents had strucked me with truths.
I don't wish to mention on.
I wish I could get away.
You know what.
I even told Mum,I may quit school
and head out to the real world
for practical experiences.
I lost interest in studying.
I pass them cos I need to pass them.
The passion is not there.
& I often wondered, do I really need this when I enter society.
LOLS.
What is it that I really want.
For out of a sudden.
I seems to lost everything.
Thanks friends,who were there.
I know I got to shou shi all
bad xing qing and prepare for my dear test.
My aims for the modules
had changed to all pass.
You know why?
Cos even a 3.6 GPA student could not get into business course in uni.
Haha I honestly and brutely say this to myself.
This is my last 1,1/2 year of education
And that marks the end.
And I got a 3 weeks battle to fight for now.
In 22 days,
it would be start of National Wushu Competition
In 26 days,
it would be start of Main Exams.
So nice so qiao.
Could you imagine the stress Im facing.
& during the critical week.
I know I could faint.
Alright now for some show time.
And I shall head off for study damn early tml.
Good luck for my paper (:

Trust, does such word exist.

Im really fucked now.
Damn, for every effort I put into the project
Nothing gonna pay off
Cos we could have jolly well submitted in
An older version of my part.
All the 11am to 5pm work I had did
Could jolly well be gone.
& not to mention we exceeded the page limit
The conclusion is totally off point.
We shouldn't have trust J. in any time.
Executive summary is ain't better.
If I retain my bloody MM.
I would seriously thank you.s
I've endured long enough.
I've never spoke directly on efforts
But what do I receive in the end.
Nothing.
Constant events had broke my trust on people
In this realistic world
I could find less than 10 person I could trust totally.
Friends betraying and backstabbing.
I've experience once to know who are true friends
Promises broken and all those rubbish
They are lies to me.
Is not one fuckin incident that frustrated me.
LOLS.
I had enough of everything.
For 6 years I knew my dear friend.
I had never seen her lose temper or so stress
But thanks to who.
We lost totally.
Well, my day aint so bad to realise all this.
At least my noon plus eve was enjoyable.
Took a day off from work
I was supposed to meet Wen Long,William and Jeremy
@ 2.
But none of them were early.lols.
WL came and we went shopping around
Went couple lab to see if I could find the ring
YY is looking for, saw Qiu Ting
Bought my small lunch and went to meet the 2.
LOLS.
Bought the tickets for the dark knight.
WL and Jer. are the cut out for treasurer.
They were busy counting.
While me and Wil were slacking.
Caught an eye on one movie which would be realeased next wk.
Haha so we watch the movie.
I would give it a 3.5/5 rating.
Not too bad, the effects and story line.
But kind of disguting.lols.
Show ended,Jer. left and the rest of us
Went makan.chat chat
W&W acc me to wait for the dear 169 for almost 30 minutes.
funny thing was we were not q-ing
& people actually q bhind WL.
Damn funny can,and the curve thing came out.
Haha.
Then I started suaning them
Cos they are pratically seeing each other everyday.lols.
Crap crap bus come.
Homed for my endless work
and yeah you know what happened.
I've got time to blog but I didn't cos I wanted this day.
20 July 2008.
Exact one year.
This is how long I've been single
and it would go on
I really can't see why most people
would think Im attached.like so duh.
When I don't even have time for myself
The word relationship seems stupid.
Im not anti r/s.
sometimes when I walked alone.
Seeing couples walking together.
I do envy.
When Im tired.
I need a resting shoulder.
When everything goes wrong like now.
I need someone to be there to tell me
It would be alright.
I aint so strong as you perceived but I ain't weak too.
Now to my
only studies,family,true friends
and of cos
Wushu matters.
And I was dunno telling who
I would choose wushu over studies.
If I need to make a choice.
I don't ace in wushu with all flying kicks.
but is just something I love.
at least I don't meet a bunch of ass in wushu.
I meet true friends.
& yeah I wish you could see this.
I chose to go for the mid autum thingy
which requires me to pay $58
rather than going back M'sia to see
some fucking faces who only knows $$
& treat my dad as a bank.
Ass.

Guys,the hardest creature to understand

3 Cheers for myself
Cos I survived the hardest thursday and friday.
Is all about projects!and the only one
Marketing management.
xcept for thurs, thewing called
& I ended up crapping with him for nearly 2 hours.
Hehe jap got help le!
I drewed a conclusion.
I could communicate with most wushu guys
xcept for JG.
if I could, I would be a pro!
Guys are the hardest creature to understand.
& yeah speaking of tt.
I do remember I got a funny Monday.
When I met the 4 guys of my batch.
Joseph in the morning for discussion for VI stuffs
Wei Mun, surprising in Mac so ended up eating Mac with him
Han Xing, I forgot what happened.
Dwayne, dinnering with him b4 gg for club meeting
All so qiao.
Okay back to topic
Super chioning of project till wee hours.
Friday, still chionging.
Last minute pass up
The rush of appendix and everything.
Im glad I survived w/o losing T.
then went for meal with WQ & MX
lols so there was this incident
Boss called me and blah blah blah
Im supposed to learn something from YY.
LOLS.
So I thought is really urgent or whad.
rushed down to PK by taxi!
$13.my 2nd taxi for today
& end up I learned .....
My worst doing for training
Reason being Im almost energetic-less
All is way below expectation
But still I tried to do the better one for GLQ.
Thanks Feng Xu Coach for the teachings!
She's my role model!
& yeah like what was mentioned l8r
I got to da better .
Jia you jia you.
today supper was a dots one.
the 4 guys
Wen Long, William, Jeremy & Her Chuan
was busy playing with Magic cards
& after YY left.
I was busy yan jiu-ing what it is all about.
Tap, cast spells, defend, tactics,english
I seriously wondered why it is so nice.
To me this absolutely girl girl
Is so boring,like what william said
More than 3 times
Are you bored?
lols. so I give another conclusion
Guys are hard to understand.
Of cos is not just this incident that leads to this con.
Well there's more.

I only realised it aint crush.
Is nothing.

MM you are my day and night

Is a happy 2am
when everyone should be in lala land
while me?
Just ended my MM, which is on construction.
Totally sucks.
I hope I won't go out of point.
Thanks those who helped me in a way or other.
alrights my afternoon,was so bored till
Wei Chong came.
Haha we got a common friend.
To be exact his friend is my biao ge.HAHA.
The world is so small.
Then went to get lunch.
Saw Bon, and chatted with her for quite a while
Tep, better or worse off.
Is a matter of perception.
Worked on MM and efma
Slacked around.
Training in the mirror room.
I could kill myself for that silly mistake!
The girls got their performance costumes le.
Envious, well one day
when Im damn rich I would buy.
My bao bei yellow is still so young.
Haha then usual training
with new stunts as usual.
Training for competition
Key in the word dd into my permanent brain
If not I gonna die on Friday.
The same duh mistakes
I had onced lost a 0.1, thanks to lack of time
I can't afford another and what more in national.
Really got to buck up more for training.
Lesson ended then hahha.
The lion are so cute and funny,I mean their actions.
Chia Wei was like being pulled by Zhi Wei countless time
And Jiang Da happily shaking his b_ _ _.
Yay finally my cudgel is being cut!
Thanks Guang Yao, don't thanks Chia Wei!jk.
Haha I love my sweetie cos is L.
Shall think of a name of her.lols.
Mac-ed and home for the endless work.
Random.


1) I got a strong feeling that A & B are together.
Their actions and everything, I hope my guess is wrong.
2)I failed to surprise AB but am glad that it suits him and he liked it.lols
3)You really don't need to show me how good terms you and him are.
I doesn't affects me and I aint interested in him anyway
4) Something happened to H. I supposed, and yet I could do nothing to cheer him up.
Sorts of felt Im a lousy one, who can't cheer a friend.
5) Im not that friendly as you presumed me to.
6) When nothing goes right and everything just won't work together.it sucks.
7) I finally met a selfless person whom I salute to.
8) The orange bear was running like so funny when I saw him ytd.damn lols
9) Si AB. tricked me into bringin $85!!
10) All wushu related fees gonna cost up to a hundred for this month.


Alrights my pooh is waiting for me!
Good nights.

Ended 2 ICAS,more to go.

Time stated 11.36 am.
Yeah Im in class blogging.
ICT google presentation just ended.
Eh not exactly cos I wasn't the one presenting.
Got back the last test results
It was terrible,yeah lucky _ _ only.
But overall still failed by a little
Shall buck up more.
Sometimes I really hate myself for the
lack of discipline.
Day dream/stone/msn/blog/ whatever.
but not listening to class
Eh not now la,cos is free time ma.
Just keep going and I'll flunk my modules.
ARGH!
Shall make sure I study really hard from now on!
But some good news,
I passed my Jap overall
Though with a C.
Eh not bad can,when I flunked almost all ICAs.
Thanks everyone for helping (:
Monday was a boring day.
The endless class and projects.
Turning in late cos of MM.
Campaign.campaign.
Im over exhausted cos of it.
& is never ending.
Tuesday.
Jap tutorial, stoning time
Skit up in two weeks time. =x
Went for the
INNOVATE*ACCELERATE*EXHILARATE* WITH MERCEDES BENZ
with liyan, serene,naiyu and howard.
Our one & only guy
who was present for such a man thing.
At least I learn something.
Out from the macho hunk
Mental concentration and the will to win.
Principles of life, more to learn
Business Law presentation.
Yeah right
BANG my head against the wall can.
Answered rubbish.
Though I did report on tt.duh.
I got the sudden mental break sometimes.
Ended school and chionged back home
Cos I was meeting Grace Sweetie.
Yeah dinnered with her.
& at foodcourt I saw two friends.
who tapped me almost the same time.
Funny can.
Private and confidential
for everything after I went off.
But I just know
is not fun to not surprise people!
& Im afraid of dark,for once.
There's more to learn.
More to experience.
& backed home to continue the endless work
till 1.30 plus when I have my supper with Dad
My family,a different one.
Dad could be so calm,when he lost $1000.
WOH LAO!
if give me 100 jiu hao.
& while me
can be a debt chaser,Mr Chong
would hire me if open a financing company.Haha
But thanks man (:
What about my Wed.
We shall hear on.

Natural or none.

I swear you never seen this side of me

With make up.

Haha for no occasions somemore.

Peoples I wannt comments.

Only positives one,if you think it disgusted you

than by all mean close the window.
Haha

This are done professionally by make up artise my aunt

Should you requires any make up for wedding

Or maybe prom night dinner

Feel free to ask me, I would get her to quote you a price

Yeah I know I look older
For the purpose is a bridal make up.

I like my eyes.

Just trying to be dumb.HahaOne of my personal fav.
I love the b&w style.

Retro is the theme

See what see.Haha

Mayb I can compete for emo-ness with youknowhoHehe I know I got nothing better to do.

D-is-stress

Yeah a long friday was finally over.
How long had it been?
A early 8am lesson for MM.
which I nearly wanted to %$#@
Gotten back our ICA1 results, =x
Ended lesson and chionged projects.
Retial one, used up my brain juice.
Then went for LI AN concert
duh, I literally fall asleep.
& went to yishun to do projects
As our birthday girl Mei Xuan suggested.
Cos school is boring,I agree.
Happy Birdy to you my blur sotong.
Though we had not known each other for long
But I know you made a good friend.
hope you liked the oreo cheesecake!
So we went BK,our old fav place
for discussion and on.
Very pro did till 5pm
FREAKING tired and went home
for a real short nap
& off I went off to Pk.
I waited 30 mins for bus 980.
Damn irritated.=x
Cos it will cause me not to be early &
youknowwho can end up saying me big card.
LOLS.
So qiao I met Jeremy
& we went tgt.
& just as I expected.
During warm up, the cutest YY said
Don't jia jia,I know you go pa tou!lols.
Then the usual ji beng gong
Could feel eyes watching me, you know you know.Haha.
Then my new usual thing to do during break
Was dere even break for me?!
Did my GLQ,and like any time.
... I guess very soon my style would be...
then usual stuffs
followed by my own training.
As I train more, more details known.
More mistake found =x
But at least before comp.if not die.
then was arguing with William
Haha I win him!
Trust, Im glad for you.(:
& the usual you know stuffs happened
Now to the B word le.
& we were literally discussing
Main lead could even be high about it
& me just happily finding entertainment for myself
Who ask youknowwho to want to create a mess
When Im troubled enough.
WW3 the battle between girls.
Lame.But of cos Im not that inmature to do tt.
Backed home.
Stupid Wen Long that si ah pek
started tempting me to go movie with them
But due to time constraint for sat schedule.
I cannot, all the big brothers went for it instead.
It feels good to be the youngest
Cos got big one infront of you.
& you know hehehe.
I just want to declare Im xiao mei mei not
xpp!
Haha my saturday.
Was spent sleeping under void deck
Im serious.LOL.
Video-ing @ Yishun East CC.
Funny funny.
& last but not least to Auntie kylie & Anna Place
I got my wants already
Though the one I planned to get for
the one who replied the most wadeva
was sold.Damn sad la.
I booked and constantly reminded Auntie
But got another one instead.
Hope that SCW likes it.
His bday gift.See I got lo!Haha
Well back to work now..

Let me be alone.

Would you lend me your shoulders when Im tired?
Would you be there for me when I need you?
Would you defend me when the world's against me?
Would you hear out everything I got to say?
Would you show just a little more care to me?

I answer myself.

Im just overexhausted
mentally weak
& heart.
How I wished you could just tell me
She's the one you are in love with
You are too alike as him.

Okay peoples don't need to read anything into this.
Give me some privacy please.
===========Day after===
Feeling much better after a chat with old buddy.
That bu nan bu nu one,
I guess he's the one of the rare few
Who I could seriously tell him everything
w/o the fear of backstab or being sabo-ed by him.
Thanks buddy (:
Haha actually nothing happened
Just being paranoid.Duh
Im overstress can.
My day ytd was so packed.
Studies then print surveys
Then go Cityhall
Lunch was at least one moment I could just relax
Had a good meal with Wan Qi,Madinah & Mei Xuan
Another bunch of suan-ing friends.Haha.
Then chiong-ed to Suntec City convention hall
Damn pain can,my toes I mean!
Then zilian awhile,while waiting for WQ & MX
Off we went into the exhibtion hall.
Its a great experience to me
Though not as grand as what I thought it to be
Nevertheless I saw damn lot of business opportunitys & more.
Its definitely worth the trip
@ the expense of missing half and hour of training.
The funny uncle who say I die die must contact him
& he remembered my face,duh!
The super nice bags I saw!
Funny Koreans who treated us like kids.
The crapper who end up giving me a bag
Drop a name card, this is so DUH!Haha.
From bringing one bag,I ended up with a
BIG paper bag,
Full-ed with precious information if I know how to handle.
But is heavy la.
Backed to NYP for training.
I don't know what else to comment on myself
8 jiao ma
Super stretch movements
New style
More to improve on,a hell lot!
Jia You Corinne & to my dear team mates
Jia Jia You!
We'll chiong the battle together.
Shall chiong my own one now.
My piling works =x

With my greatest wishes.

I know Im supposed to be doing my moutains of stuffs.
& yeah in very soon off for my run.
But yet I wanna blog about this.
Okay rants about my two days are nothing.
Boring school days with never ending projects.
Good things now is the teacher ended their tekan on me.
Haha.
Okay for the most important purpose of me blogging today
Wish my dearest senior,
All the best for their upcoming 2 years of army life.

To Skye Senpai,

Ass hole!
Ask us go out end up didn't go yourself.HAHA.
Lets' make a made-up for that alrights.
When you are out from your two weeks.
Your L says he wann jio you!Haha.
Okay then J would come,I'll nag him to!
Then all the rest,yeah.Okay la thats not the point now!
Hmm thanks for that 2 days
of teaching me nihomgoe!
& for suaning me huh!Haha
All the funs we had together.
You mark the stupid history of volunteering to buy me
birthday present.
When I don't know.Thats so HAHHAA.
& on and on,the countless funs
Club crawls and camp!
Buddy, all the best, must survive!
We'll be waiting for you to have some fun (:
I demand no one to tell him I got this funny pic of him
Anw is he ownself do tt sign one AC!


To Jessen,

the one who could crap & teach seriousness
Learnt alot from you.
Especially during club crawl and always.
Minus the fact you like to suan me.
Hey Im quiet okay,yeah opposite.
Wushu would be quieter w/o.
Haha don't worry we would take good care of YY.
Jia You & see the botak cat around k.

To Jin Yao,

The fierce but not fierce man.
Haha don't actually like to talk you before.OPS.
But after those trainings at PK.
Image changes!Haha.
Thanks for your zhi dian and all.
Good luck!

To Zhen Wei,

Shocked that you called instead of replying
You and your wierdness.
Haha jog to Khatib!!
Im waiting okay.lol.
Thanks for everything.
Though the things you taught me are almost nothing.
You know I know.
What we are meant to be.


To Jia Yuan,Ronald,Yi Rui & those I know

Good luck man!
I don't know what to say.But good luck.

Okay I haven say about Choon Hong yet.
Who ask him Sept then enter =x
Torture by him!JK!
But I wann kill him for one thing!Haha
All the best best to you guys.(:

Rest-ing

Yeah is a beautiful Sunday.
One rare one for me cos Im lazy-ing around
Haha not that I've done all my works
Bf, sent the last copy to Xiao Wei, hopes everything's okay.
Bl, WQ finding law case then we can start
MM, I redo the survey questions, hope its okay.
Retail, done with the online meeting, more to go.
ICT, duh haven start
plus one more Jap role play to come
The one who say nihomgo you ne meh nan ma
You better be out from camp!
I need your help xp
& that marks the end of projects.
Which is still way to go
But for today it shall be resting day cos
Im SICK-ED, flu & headache.
Thanks to PK air con.
Filming with wushu team ytd @ PK CC.
Yeah as part of my duty
To lead the year ones to PK CC
So nice me and Jing Ting arrived together.
Than waited for the juniors
They were punctual, haha.
Then we went off.
On the way, was discussing with Jeremy
The silly girl issue.
Yeah she wrote more worse thing.
But Im really surprised by myself.
I typed a essay but I left it in draft.
I told myself.
There's no point dwelling and settling with her.
My explaination will turns out to be yan shi to her.
& she will go on her endless accuse of me.
For everything I did.
I reasoned out to myself.
Is karma.
My last life, I must had snatch her boyfriend or what.
Or simply cos
She can't be me thats why.
Okay shall refresh back to friday training.
Reached early.
& did 4 times of GLQ.
All not good =x
From too fast time on Wed.
Now I got too slow time.
This is so silly and stupid.
I mean me.lol.
Then the usual warm ups.
V.busy cos I was guiding one white belt one.
Half way through my usual small kid came.
So I ended up taking both.
Turn left see one,turn right see one.
My seniors I head off you guys&girls.
Im still the sha sha stage.
Quite clueless on guiding them.
& yeah I can't see why could this lead to youknowwhat.
Is so senseless.
Then the usual di tuis.
Almost died.Not enough stamina.
But Im happy over one thing.
Though I don't know if I really did it.
But is still a joy to me.
OHCW.
Then rest time.
Did the 5th one,
Raymond Coach was saying do faster.
So I really did faster
Ended up with 80% shao dong zhuo.
Cry!
The usual routines and such.
& the worst.
10 times GLQ.
So cool
so in the whole day I did 15 times.
broke my own record.
But I know my standard is not there.
Totally not there.
My style, movements and all.
Still so ...
Way to go.
Then our usual supper.
That Her Chuan's crazy.
Suddenly so 'high' over the love bite thing.
He's damn wierd can.Haha.
Make us laugh till HAHAHA.
Bus-ed home
to met up some freaking bangala.
LOL.
Pissed me off totally.
Excuse me who is the one who don't understand english.
& yeah my problem you care.
Back to saturday,
Haha so we went Novena.
Still raining so had to take bus 131
the slow tortise arrived promptly
& yeah we were super early
So the stoning and sianing session
Started.
Film film.
Hungry Hungry.
Flu Flu.
Back home,ate some food
& off to bed.
Im too tired and sick to do anything.
Woke up and did my projects.
And again sleep.
Sunday,
such a nice one
but spoiled cos I ain't in energetic stage
Grace jio me out cannot go
Stupid Skye who planned the movie
Ended up not going.LAME.
So Im staying home typing this
While waiting for si Wei Chong call if any.
Shall update again.

Crazy-ness

Yeah right,sooner or later I would go crazy.
Haha or am I already?
Doing the wierdest thing on earth.
I totally wasted my thursday.
Non productive @ all.
Meet up with Grace & lunched.
Chionged back to school
& after that the things we did is
Went Novena though the person is at Changi
& we ated Mos Burger
& rushed back to NYP for wushu meeting.
Which's also quite don't need one.
I got the coustume already leii.
Haha though I wann a pink one too xp
The competition fever's high.
Blog visiting would see com.
Comment would say about com.
Msn nick would see com.
Training would definitely say com.
Argh.Is just like 5 freaking weeks away!
I could die, easily.
Night time, switched my VI schedule and went home instead.
Im temporary stopping VI activity.
Over loaded, and yeah manys
Almost qi si me to DEAT
Please understand the word responsible.
Yeah home-d
Wanted to do some cleaning up
but ended up on the phone with Kai En
Did some catching ups & sort.
Chatted on our silly histories.
Im like so old now,
looking back at what I did in 3 years ago
I laughed,perhaps in years time
I would be laughing at my own blog also.
Is nice to keep something memorable.
My old silly blog.
http://baby-eternal-love.blogspot.com/
Omg, yes this is my silly past.
Haha as a reminder to myself.
I laughed at the silly picture
I laughed at the childish words- so twitt
I laughed at the memories we had.
All so young & energetic then.
We grow-ed so much( not in physical maybe)
But one thing remains.
No matter what the 7 of us held a special place within.
We went through a phase of life
That no others loved one been through together.
Is jus irreplacable.
Friend,
Take care, and stay strong (:
My friday is ain't any better.
I missed MM chose I overslept.
So went sch only for retail.lol.
Yeah and I was happily gen zhong.
That si wu gui who disapprove of us saying his chinese name.
Haha slacked around and went for lesson.
Yeah Boss bombed me&shi ping/m&jingting with duty.
Duh,his msg so funny.
Just about to reply Sp not going he send again.
Haha gonna be tour guide for tml.
Tour to Pei Kio CC.LOL.
People don't be late wor.Haha.
Im looking forward to later training.
Need some space to distress!
though I know I will kena again.
Haha and of cos tml!
Hope the event would goes well.
& we would have fun.lol.
For now bye.
I got to do some BF stuffs.

Bcos stress is just stress

Life's just about stress.
Perhaps this is what I should balance.
Well looking at the date today.
Haha is one year and one day.
Yeah for those who know what it meant.
Good for you,you really know me.
But sometimes I wondered does it even matters.
Haha but is really nice & happy
We are friends.
LOL.I should tell her.
Hey he called me and wished me though
He was really ill I supposed.
Relapse.OMG can!
Stressed over jap.
I gave it up totally.
So what if I had studied till like 2am
with senei S,who tried to suan me.
LOL.But buddy thanks la.
AR LI GA TO DO GA YI SHI MAZ.
& yeah to JT too
I know they had a hell time teaching me.
ICT flunked through.
I don't give a damn.
The day b4 was irr by many.LOL.
MAIN source of stress.
Exam dates to be realeased soon.
& yeah wushu.
Lunch time concert
First time my sweet yellow came into use.
After 2 years of sleeping.
Seems to be old.
The pant just slipped when I was doing GLQ.
Heng nvr drop!
Two times doing it for the peformances.
By zhi jue ar,we can't hear anything.
LOL.But not good.
Haha training one did 3 times.
Fast timing,I need a big change on that.
But Im (:
Got style,though is nothing.Haha.
Yeah yeah I wanna say a BIG THANKS to
Shi Ping,Jing Ting,Shu Yan
Chia Wei, Jiang Da, Wei Mun, Wei Chong
I love the pooh (:
I gonna hug it to bed l8r.
Haha though I think I still smell after bathe.
I love it.
Yeah was surprised.Haha.
Haha on my stress
don't need to mention also know.
Argh,stress.