im irritated with myself
i said i won't be bothered with him animore
and yet i did.and one of the msg he send was
something that i dreaded and yet love to hear
but i don tink is true..the thoughts jus doesn't goes with my feelings
my mind and heart jus can't coordinate as one
and I HATE THIS FEELING!
okay let me not be so...
ytd i was out for a whole day with bm0713
and nidless to say,is a day of laughter and jokes
met up with sher to get SNDY's card.
and i saw the doll stands.is so BEAUTIFUL.
i will get it real soon.if i can save up for that.
then chel & zack came.we went to TOPSHOP
and bought a gift voucher for her
i tink is kind of wierd to buy tt.but we don noe wad to get for her
she have EVERYTHING!!
skip those boring parts..but listening to zack stories were nt boring
so went orchard to look for the rest
nth much interesting.as usual we spend lik an hr inside TOPSHOP
then ppls start to leave
so left with me,ed,jz,wj,zack
and these idiots were lafting for don noe wad reason
kind of wierd for me to hang out with them
hahas.but they were FRIENDLY huh!hahas
got a shirt for sndy
skip.skip.skip those were the boring tyme
the rest came to join us at 11 plus
and we celebrated..
and went eastcoast...
and played game like heart attack,a don noe wad game,true or dare
lols.i guess im pretty numb with this game
nothing really makes me think is a REAL DARE.lols
but still it was rather fun to watch ppls
holding hands,dancing,singing,pumping..
then we took a break
is emo tyme.
stared at the sea.recalling a bad memory
thinking of stuffs and stuffs
pretty true.recently there is alot of bgr things
happening around me and within me
i jus wish tt every thing will come to ending tt i wann & wish
which is not realistic,and i don tink it will happen
my him to be with me on my burdae.sharing with me the swit 17th
nt refering to that him mentioned above.hahas.
tata.got to sturdi for econs now..
b4 i forget.congrats
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hmps.im retarded.
i did a silly mistake
and still i din say what i wanted
ended up a friendly talk
why din the =( came tis tyme.
GRR
im kind then..
tired.would euu lend me ur shoulder to lean on
--edited--
okays i did not mention some fun stuffs
lik mr ANG TECK KHANG came to find us with a girl
suspicious*
hahas..and on our to PP.this noisy fellow was NOISY
hahas.and i use my APPLE PAI claw to stratch him
so euu would see my masterpiece on his hand.HAHAS
this teach euu nvr provoke me.
the APPLE PAI CLAW INVENTOR
hahas..oh ya i rmb one of my dare was a dance with him
and IM FAINTING.with the rounds..hahas
in the true or dare,there was a swit moment with some ppls
you noe i noe.hahas
and thks tk for lendin me his jacket
which is longer than wad i wore.
so euu can imagine how "big" size he is compared to me
tata.don say i din mention euu.ANG TECK KHANGXD
he gonna kill me for tt