So simple yet so hard

Yeah one more day it will be the
BIG DAY!! My 18th birthday.
Actually is no big deals, just another day right.lols.
But as I grow and learn
Everyday holds a significant meaning to me.
Somehow or rather, I learn everyday.
Def not on studies that type.But would try to improve that.
Test results are not appealing.
I must buck up more!!
Yeah like what J says anger management
Something we need to learn.
Everyday I will meet with bad situtaion.
Struggling for projects deadline.
All the last minute mistakes
Things aren't going so smoothly.
I hope whatever effort we put it will be appreciated.
Mon & Tue
Projects are the only stuffs on mind.
Oh yes thanks to Zi Yao
Haha we gonna have a class gathering on thurs.
To sort of ''celebrate'' my birthday.
Hmm whatever it is.
Great appreciation to all.
But I hope the main purpose is that the class can bond
This's what we seriously lack of.
Hopefully we can do it.
Wed always seem funner.
Not the fact that we were late =x
or I screwed up my presentation =x
Haha had lunch with a fews of the classmates
cos we are staying for projects.
Some entertaining time but some stoning time too.
Projected.
& off to club room to slack.
My usual buddys are not there.
Haha good luck girls&guys.
Then we went dinnering @ Koufu
Some rare time that we would actually do that
& delayment in everything
Late for training.
Zhi Wei was nagging me to change into my shoes!
then later he pushed us for some
Physical training.
Yeah went for that instead of helping out to guide the juniors
Haha so only Wei Chong got that job.
The rest who were full, just ran
I nearly vomitted!
Each jump just brought the level up.
Argh stamina and strength seriously need more improvement.
& we went da-ing the usual rountines
Me complaining the floor is too slippery.
I could like fall down easily.lol
Training for competition as usual.
I shall make it a dead point to wear my lenses.
Elsewise w/o spec I would make stupid mistakes.
Same problem - strength and level
What scary is not the rountines.
But near to the end Shi Fu, Wen Yao Coach, Rui Ling Coach came
& the even better when
Zhi Wei Coach say Rui Ling Coach find me
Rui Ling Coach say Shi Fu find me.
Can die la!
But I guessed it went okay.
He corrected and highlighted 2 mistakes
Die die must remember.
1) Fist must level to shoulder
2) The turn to gong bu
Yeah gonna take notes of what other coaches& seniors has taught me.
Esp Guang Yao Coach one
Can tang diao if I forget.
& is seriously trying to rmb now.
Lol and I was stressed by somethings.
Argh, I seriously wondered if I can make it.
I don't need too much expectation from me.
Cos Im afraid I would disappoint them. =x
& yeah I know like finally
whats make the training different from PK & NYP
I will be laughing over the jokes /relaxing on the way home
after the usual friday training and supper.
But for Wednesday
I would stress up, lose wei kou
Cos donno thinking what.
& yeah STONE.
Thats a thing I need to manage.
Some tags I tagged.
It would be useful if I master them.
Haha I know dada want claims his credits.
Okay thanks Boss.
Did talk about it for the camp post
But I guessed no one will really notice it right
What I have learnt from the spoon story.
In life you need to balance in order to achieve happiness,
you have to balance with school,friends,activites and such
Special advices for juniors, relax
Is just year 1, the worst has not yet come
& manage and enjoy your honeymoon period
You will seriously know why it is when you move on.
Moving one to year 2 does not only means module loads increase.
But more.Haha
and based on personal experience
Just do the best in whatever you are doing,live life w/o regretts
This one just nice for Ah Boy
Don't be dissapointed that you didn't do well or what.
At least you tried and put in your best effort.
Your efforts would be appreciated one day.
I believe & know that you are
a useful person and your future is so bright
That it will hurts my eye la.lol.
Back to the topic on myself.
Had I manage it well
Sad to say not really.
I tense to overemphasis some stuffs
and end up nelgecting others.
Yeah especially during project periods.
No homework will be done
I don't even do ususally. I seriously lack of the
SELF DISCIPLINE
on my fav modules like
Business Law
Marketing Management
Retail Studies
I would put it more effort
but the rest
Hey is time to wake up!
Guess I being a good girl
Printed 90% of the tutorials out already (:
Studies is one thing I need to manage
My family
Mum ever nagging me to do the tidying
But did I ever do.
Lol and the endless story
Friends, I guess is still alright.
Meeting with OP girls for some celebration on Friday
Been long since most of us gathered.
I hope we would have fun.
Vainityindulgence
Cutting down all times spent on it.
One last preorder of skinnys to be done on Sat
& one more hoodies capping to go
Off I apply long leave for myself and perhaps
slow down all process.Haha.
Was asked by Wan Din if I would like to do the supplier job
Lol not again.
Haha one experience is enough to last a life time.
Not that the one with NYP was not good
but not now.
I really like the feeling of doing something different.
experiencing.
and my dear vain vain had allowed me to encounter
and handle many different types of costumer
This is different from personal selling or what I've done before
It seems interesting how one could actually trust another
with money and everything.
Communication through the web
would this be the new way of business.
More to discover.
& for now enough of my got brain talk
time for sleep.
Haha.


Long lost close friend,
You kissed the wound goodbye
& heal it forever.
All I hope is you would remember me.