If only life could be simpler.I would be a happy girl
but NO,is far too complicated for me to understand;to adapt to.
sometimes I wish-ed I could fade away in this world,no one bother,no one cares anyway
but I know ultimately dere always peoples who are hurt by my silly acts so I choose to remain
in this realistic,saddist world.If only I could,I would choose to be a child,to not know anything and everything.I wish-ed for a peaceful life,I wished no more problem for us,but I know this is just a start of another BIG issue,its not gonna stop as it is.I wanna concentrate on my studies instead of it,is hell to hard a problem for me to handle.I shall leave it as it is.perhaps they would give me a pleaseful answer,no one is to be hurt in the end,get it?

no longer counting cos it doesn't matters.

I live my life as it is

without you.