I presume this would how my day would be for the next
12 days at least = sian-sation.
wake up,plan timetable,start revision.
and slacking here and then.finding chocs to eat,and those junk food.
never mind at least I started some revison for microecons,is the first one comin up.
shruks.this is life man,so boring and so here Im trying to find some fun & joy
but I didn't.shrucks.on the tv at 6++ and the news I saw was on dragonboat.shruks.
Im used to the fact,okay.this would how life would be,until I meet my destined one.
perhaps to fill it with colors again,to give me a fairytale again.
sometimes I wondered if it was either you who had some mental illness at that time or
it was me having hallunication then,I seems to know 2 different you,before and after.
whatever the case,they remain as memories,when others had long relationship takes only a short while to recover,I called myself tortise,Im not that reactive towards unhappy stuffs.
I want to live a better life than before,dote myself more,have the greatest joy and fun everyday
but I know all this would have to wait,till after 22.shrucks.so within this period of time.
friends like Ms Seah,Leong and Mr Goh x2,please take care of ursleves.you,please take real good care of urslef,filling in the form for wushu declaration.I knew how many "YES" you would have ticked last year.Perhaps one of the most ever.I find this contradicting,how did you ever ended up in wushu and dragonboat and for any worst scenario sport & wellness.If one day it ever happen again.I don't know how would I react.I was there on a past attack but I don't know you then,but afterall these...PLEASE don't let me witness it.I may just be your friend now but you matters to me,for the past,for everything.best-boy-friend forever.