I thought I let go.but NO.
the hardest/complicated/chim word that could get into my head is
LET GO.
one month it had been,for a short relationship of 18days,it took longer than any other.
for you
were the one who make me believe in love again
were the one who brought the smiles on my face
were the one who promised me never to let me be alone
were the one who did the silliest thing ever
were the one who remembered every details of me
were the one who treated me as a princess
were the one who would wake up early just for the pack of choclate
were the one who motivated me to listen and do my tutorial
were the one who did many,many things that no one did.
or simply cos you are the one


you told me you would not find your dear dear for long
but how can I believe it,should I be happy over or should I be sad.
Is like telling me Im single but I don't wann you.
Time and time again I told myself,let go.
Time and time again I thought it no longer matters.
Time and time again I said you are not the one.I've gotten over you
but No.


kh;
I know I got to forget and let go you,the hardest thing ever.
Learn to live without you as my love.One day you would find your love,who you will love her perhaps more than you used to love me,care for her more than you used to care for me.
But ultimately I knew you would be my only christain bf and I would be your only non-christian gf.I guessed none of us would take the risk again.A hurt is enough to last a life time,and the memories would last forever.I wish-ed and wish-ed for alternative.Perhaps this upcoming holiday would let everything fade,like you said the feeling will go.But you will live in my heart forever.

everything is just not going the right way.