I don't like it this way

Life's contradicting.
I can't understand why am I caring for those
Who doesn't give a damn for what I've done
I give one word to them-perfectionist.
& yet to those who are willing to sacrifice almost everything for me
I don't even give a damn, and can't even say sorry


I feel like Im a silly dumb dumb.
I ain't emo
But this is just a realistic situation Im facing


Performance went pretty smoothly today
Though me & jt had a ''cross session''
Way to improve on.
Cudgel =ssss
Im afraid of one thing!
Haish.