I don't need a repeat

They are my xin fu de gen yuan

Im afraid history might repeat
What happened 3 years ago would haunt us again
I don't wish to grow up
3 years ago,I can't fully understand
Still a young chappy kids then
But now as I get older
I know whats really going on
But yet there's nothing I could do
I wish I could do something
I wish I could speak up what I think
Ytd talk sort of waken me
When I learn how to differentiate between right&wrong
Here comes the challenge
Which I could do nothing
One person decison is not solely on that person
It involves everyone
Or for the worst case,their fates will determine mine
I can't imagine how we are going to be in one month time
I hope we still remain the same,no changes
We all faced a cruel truth together then
It took me lots of courage and time
Half a year to speak the truths to my besties
I remembered I gave up something then
I don't wish to gave it up again
I seriously don't wish to go through everything again
Would you be by my side & tell me
With you around
Everything gonna be alright
Tell me the way I should go
Cherish & Treasure what I've
This is all I can do