actually typed for 2 post,but somehow
I don't know how to continue so let it be
one on-is a break up season,the other on wushu dislpay(FATED)
went school for econs project,when i signed in msn
I got to know of a %*&@# thing that makes me wanna say this
no 1. Don't presume and think that it will work out
no 2. If you know in the first place,you won't have time for her
please don't enter her life and just leave her there
after they(econs members)left I was alone,wushu gonna starts only at 6
what can I do?at last I went to my usual hangout on wed
the gym room outside.only to really really accept
status changed,everything is different
sat dere alone till weiman came
than l8r shi ping & jing ting came and we li-siao "senior"
he say cannot bully me cos l8r...
i went WT.kind of reminded me that they still don't know
and yeah right 4 or even more ppls asked me where he was
and coach eric can even ask me during warm up that time
when no one is talking.what can I say?hmm donno,upstair bah
during all break there bounced to be somone asking
and hao jun even said this where is ur boy boy
and yar right trying to li-siao me
I said "wo meng mei you zai yi qi le"
but they seemed to not hear that.whatever.
I don't know am I going to say "WE BREAK LE"
everytime when I open my mouth,I ended up saying another thing
fearing they would question,fearing for another counselling session.
He din went for training,gym duty
but I thought this is absurb,always can one in all wednesday
& this wed he got duty,it just seems to me
the one running away from reality is not me but him.
since I can't be your best girlfriend but at least let me be your
best girl-friend.
ate at mac since jing ting & shi ping went,was talking abt vincent ng
but all the while my eyes were looking out hoping...
this is tootpid,this is idiotic.tell me is there any actions that can show we are not tgt
actions speaks louder than words
was alone on the way to yck mrt station
though it was a short route but I thought of many many
really feel like calling him and ask can you company me back
what am I thinking?this is freaking idiotic of me.and thks god i din.
remembering his promise only makes me hurt more,alone.
from now on,this would be the walking route I had to be familarise with
I got to be independent,even for less than one month im used to him.
adpating to changes is hard,but I will
this road I will walk alone,don't worrie I won't fall & collapse
then met yuan & hong yi at the station,took train with them
I don't know why even with people around I can't feel their prescence
it seemed I was alone in this world.go away negative thoughts!!
I need the girl who thinks positively back!

A question I used to ask my Xs,will you still treat me the same if I am not ur girl?
now can you ans this.even if you don't i knew the ans too